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Saturday, December 04, 2010

4Dec'2010
1:35am

wanted to blog about something i saw today when i was out.
(:
so here i am.

i was on the bus towards tampines to pick up dearie today.
and i fell asleep half way through.
i woke up somewhere and there was this couple sitting infront of me.

i first saw them holding a brochure with a wedding cake on the cover.
and she was doing some hand actions to show that the cake should be big or something.
i didnt hear cause i stuffed my earpiece in my ears.
haha.

so i suppose they're getting married.

i dun know why,
but from them i feel the wonderful feeling of love.

the guy was like acting cute and the girl was like,
*hit the shoulder showing he can lie on her shoulder if hes tired*
and he lied down.

hes way taller than her.
so it looks cute to see the guy curling up to lie on her gf's shoulder.
ahahhaa.

so yeah.
but its this feeeling i felt from them.
that i realise, its so little nowadays.

you dun get this feeling very often nowadays(:

and den.
today i picked dearie up.
after field camp so its like 6 days week.
):

the day have to end early too.
cause hes like wanna collaspe already.

too tired.

):

and i heard from him that,
hes gonna get confined and not coming out at all for the whole 2 weeks.
because hes got another test.
)))):

i find myself reluctant to accept the fact.
because i dun want to.
):

i was just complaining to him earlier on.
about us having to keep getting separated and stuff when we just got together for less than 4 months.
although it felt like we've been together for long.

yog.
my work.
now NS.

):

and that i was thinking to myself.
how to cope.
how to not feeel so unbearable when hes nt around...

if one day i really dun miss him that much,
and is okay to not have him around,
and not in this current state of upset, agony and unhappiness,

its not a good sign either.

because my brains always work on the extremes.
):

oh well.
we'll just have to see as it goes.
right?

goodnight(:
sweeeet dreams.

its gonna be two.
im sleepy already.
gonna go sleep.

left less than 8hrs of time before the two weeks):

gosh i hate this.
):

Y9:09 AM