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Sunday, August 31, 2008

31Aug08
12:48am

heyhey.
so long never blog already.

wanted to blog since this afternoon.
got so much things to say!

well.
its the holidays!!
woot.

never felt so happy for holidays.
:D

so i'll just talk abt today first.
the rest can wait till another day.
so sleepy.
x.x

today went out with morven,
go nike 10k run.
wooot.
so cool.

i didnt go run.
but i go see.
LOL.

actually is just go for that concert after the running event.
but i wanted to go early.
and was quite glad i did!

cause seeing all the ppl running,
makes me feel like running too!
hahahas.

so i was alone,
walking around.
when morven was running.
hahahas.

managed to take quite alot of pics.
hahhas.
:D

and yeah,
now i've got so many things i wanna do.
i wanna join dancesport and learn.
i wanna run.
i wanna go gym.
i wanna slim down.

:D

all these will not happen unless i do something.
hahas.
and so i will!

hahas.
gonna join the standard chartered 10k run in dec!!
hahahas.
sean and steph confirm with me le.
yays.

LETS GO AND RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahas.

pics!

Y8:57 AM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

23Aug08
4:01pm

heyhey!
ahahaas.

yays.
exams are finally over.

and we had a great celebration yesterday!
though not everyone was there...

nvm!
we can always have another outing!!

hehe.

yesterday went amk hub.
and gary's house.
BBQ!

hahahas.
was raining lahhs.
but got shelter one sehh.

hahahahas.

it took 2hrs to make a fire.

LESSON LEARNT.
always.
use CHICKEN BRAND FIRESTARTERS.

hahahahahahhaas.
x)

it ended kinda late.
not that i wanna go home.
cause gary's house is like a chalet lahh!
lol.
esp. after bbq.
=P

but needa go.
hahahas.

managed to catch the last train!
hahas.

it was all very fun.
and later we are going to watch fireworks!!
:D

yays.

pictures i lazy post ehhh.
hahahas.
wait till i link von, jackjack, darling evelynn and nu er steph.
u all go see from their blog.
HAHAHAS.

btw we took 153 pictures in total.
HAHAHAS.

oh yah hopped by von's blog.
and took this quiz.

results:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hahahas.
sounds like i'm a good person huhs.
=P

CAUSE I AM!
muahahahas.
=P

alright den.
gonna go slack around again.

ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS PEEPS!
hehe.

ps. i am going in malaysia tml.
so might not be contactable.
=]]

Y12:57 AM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

19Aug08
8:33pm

hello.

my tummy is growling.

HAHAHAS.

hungry lehhs.
today no dinner seh.

last meal was milk and donut.
=P
bought from cheers after my FIT paper today.

wells.
two of my papers are over!
hahahas.

COST.
FIT.

bang bang!

U R GONE.

hahahahahahahas.
x)

lol.

okay dun so happy first.
i havent touch my tax and ifa.

hope i can make it!
:D

will start later tonight.

now looking for ppl to go dinner with me lehs~~~~~
LOL.
hungry~~

after my exams,
if i got the time,
i'm gonna post up pics!!!

so long never post pics le.
cause so ma fan to post lahhhs.
LOL.

muacks ppl!
:D

Y5:29 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

16Aug08
8:16pm

hmmm.

suddenly realise there's nobody to talk to.
either sms or on msn.
hahas.

and my alternative for them.
is food.

lol.

not that i am eating alottttt.
but its more than usual.

hahas.

have a feeling my cheek is roundddddd again.
T.T

for the past few days,
went out with 08 classmates to study.
hahas.

today stayed home.

cause yesterday i realise,
nt onli i cant be productive,
i am pulling my friends back with me.
LOL.

cause yesterday met up with jackjack and sean.
i kept disturbing them.
and we kept getting distracted by FOOD.

lol.

in the end,
i think the 3 of us didnt do anything much.
=/

hahas.

wells.
i am still running out of time.

but i dont seem to be scared.
LOL.

maybe not yet.

wait till its the night before a paper.

WHICH IS LIKE.
TOMORROW.

T.T

okays lets buck up.

well.
tml has a good thing i am looking forward to,
am gonna choose and try gowns.
cause i'm the bridesmaid for my cousin!
hahahas.

and a bad thing.
mama is going in malaysia tml.
in the afternoon.

*emo emo*

HAIX..

alright.
off i go to my FIT notes again.

*pray pray*
i have time for my tax and ifa.

i havent touch em.
T.T

Y5:13 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

13Aug08
9.00pm

ARH F*********************************************!

totally stressed up now.

haix.

rot away my last week.

now i onli have like 3 days before my exams start.

3days.
and u know what?!

i onli touched my costaccounting.
and havent even finish!

i still got 1/2 of it left.

den.

FIT.

TAX.

IFA.

i all havent touch lehs!
OMG.

f******************************!

the worse thing is.

I AM IN NO MOOD NOW.

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn frustrated.
damn it.

ARH!!!!!!!

okay whatever.
i'll burn midnight oil if i have to.

i wont go for my exams nt prepared.

jiayou peeps.

Y5:56 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

11Aug08
12:03am

gonna go sleeeep after i blog.

abit dont feel like going to bed.
=/

but i am so tired.
so sleeepy.

had a nightmare last night at 4+ in the morning.

i was really scared.
cause it was very very real.

and the images of it is so clear,
that i can retell the story over and over again clearly.

T.T

scared.
i was so frightened,
i was trembling all over!!!

decided to call for help.
called so many ppl.
onli morven picked up my phone call.

and i realised.
maybe chatting on the phone straight after that doesnt really help too.
i was still trembling.

still felt scared.

eventually went over to mummy's room.

lol.
felt like a kid.

but mummy let me cuddle in with her on the bed.
:D

hhhahaas.

okays abit kiddish.
but it felt good.
i jumped in.
but still felt uneasy.

didnt reach out to wrap around mummy's arm.
T.T
cause weirdly,
a sense of embarrassment stopped me from doing so.
=/

lol.

omg..
how.

i dun knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i wanna sleeeep.

T.T

hmmm.
today went out with my cousin shing!
hahas.
went library to study.
but other than that,
we had sushi buffet for lunch!

LOL.

and we went walk walk a while after studying.

den i met up my friend jiayuan.
=]]

finally started studying.
library is the best man.
LOL.

but onli one and a half chapter!
omg.

and i realised.
i dun have much time left.
T.T

love the momentum to study.
=]]

okays.
i am gonna go bug ppl.
to chat with me on the phone till i can sleep.
T.T

if nobody is willing to,
i think i cant sleep well tonight again.
T.T

Y8:59 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

10Aug08
8:18pm

hehehe.

just came back from causeway point with mama and easter.

:DDD

shoppping mood~~~
and i bought stuff!

YAYS.

i remember few years back,
when i go out shopping with my mum,
(i onli get to shop with mummy)
i'm always very sad.

cause.

i cant fit in the things i set my eyes on.
T.T

and it was to the point where i sorta gave up.
and i just wore whatever my mama bought for me.
BIG TEES.
LOL.

but yays!!

those days are half way over~

causee i can fit in the tops i set my eyes on!

but not the bottoms yet.

LOL.

wait till i slim till acceptable weight!!

hahahahas.

okay so yeah.

i bought a sliver mascara brush~~~
kawaii tokyo facial set~
and a greeeen dress!!!!
HAHAHAS.

so happy~~~

x)

hmm.

woke up this morning,
weigh myself after breakfast,
lost 1kg!

so means i have 7kg left to acceptable weight~

was so excited,
BELIEVE ME.
i hopped around my room straight away.

LOL!

but of course,
nobody was home.

lol.

but.

*EMO EMO*

just now went out,
cousin wanted to eat kfc.
i ate too.
and drank bubble tea before we go home.

1KG GAINED BACK.

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

T.T

what is this?!!

lol.

so sad..
*emo posture*

LOL.

okay lahs.
enough crapping.

gonna go bath in a while.
den start studying FULL SWING.

suddenly got the momentum.
I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT.

:D

JIAYOUS PEEPS!

hahahahahas. x)

we can do it!

and lets go out during the 7 weeks holidays!!!!
:D

Y5:15 AM

Saturday, August 09, 2008

9Aug08
4:58pm

hello.

happy national day.
=]

hmm.
arent a very good one for me.

nth exciting abt it.

and kinda sian.

woke up.
do housechores.
online play games.

later after i bath,
maybe i'll start on my costaccounting revision.

so no life.
i cant believe this is how i spent the last 17+ years.

wasted.

maybe because i get to go out more nowadays,
and i tasted another kind of life.

i'm getting sick and tired of my current life.

i dun wanna study.
i dun wanna stay at home everyday.
i dun wanna sit infront of the com everyday.
i dun wanna be alone.

=/

kinda sian now lah~
ah~~~~

sean went out for fireworks.
steph,evelynn,jackjack got NDP.

and all i am gonna do now,
is have dinner when i am feeling full.
very full.

bath and sit back infront of my com.
doing nth.
stonning.
playing games.

probably studying cost.

i know what i wanna wish on my bday already.
and i will wish for that.

Y1:55 AM

Friday, August 08, 2008

8Aug08
9.13pm

sleepyyy.

lol.

study week has gone one week~

lol.

and i havent study anything.
never touch.
=/

oh wells.
thats nt the main point why i wanna come and blog so yahs.
not gonna complain abt it.

yesterday had a kinda big cold war with mummy.
she scolded me abt housechores AGAIN.
seriously,
my mum and dad likes cleanliness a little too much.

-.-

THERE'S NO NEED to mop the floor EVERYDAY.
or wipe the plates and keep when u r gonna use them again.
-.-

or whatever lahs.
haiya.

den got really pissed yesterday.
cause since study week started,
i stayed home everyday.
and she shouted at me EVERYDAY.
damn pissed.

just nice ahying was at my house,
and she wanted to go meet her bf.
so i went out with her.

suppose to meet my friend too.
but something cropped up.
so in the end,
was their LIGHTBULB for the whole night.
lol.

haiya.
kena ps.

lol.

den settle to meet today.
STILL LATE!
-.-

i hate it when i cant contact ppl.
!!!

lol.

so yeah finally.
movie!
watched dark knight.

wooo.
the joker really.
SCARY.

omgg.

den walk about.
home.

OH!
i bought FAN FAN'S CDS!!

woooohooooooo.

love her songs~~~

:DDDD

hmmm.
jun called me just now.
=/

i hope he's okay.

and YOU.
lastly.
cuteeeeeeeeeee.
hahas.

LOL.

okay lahs.
go play abit games.
LOL!

night ppl!
:D

*pray my mummy dont shout at me for housechores anymore*

Y6:02 AM

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

6Aug08
12:44am

so late le.
dun know what i doing still sitting infront of my com.
awake.
LOL.

i no urge to blog one.
wont come to blog.
but.

SEAN TAN SAY I DUN BLOG DUN TALK TO HIM.
-.-

slapppp him.
LOL.

hahahahaas. sean u featured in my blog!
LOL!
happy? =X

okay lahs.
since i'm here~

i've slacked like 6 days off.
didnt touch my stuff at all.
T.T

okay i will start tml.
i promise.

rot at home for the last 5 days.
lol.

becoming auntie!
wake up do housechores.
online den night.
den soon its bed again.
T.T

i dun wanna be auntie!!!

but okay lahs,
cause i sleep for very long hrs too.
LOL!

sleep till eyes pain.
:D
i like.
can roll around on my bed in the mornings.
and continue sleeping when i dun feel like waking up.
:D

roll roll roll~

LOL.

hmmm.
yeah den rot till today.
FINALLY!
go out.

go SCC!
hahahas.
potluck~
so cooool.
hahahas.
food and karaoke sehs!

LOL.

lazy to post pics lehsss.
HAHAHAS.
they are in my phone.
need to upload.
SO LAZY~~

lol.

maybe another day.
or maybe nt ever.
HAHAHAHAS.
=X

i guess thats about it. :D

night ppl~~
SEAN SLEEP EARLY LAHS.
lol.
=X

hehe.

Y9:41 AM

Monday, August 04, 2008

4Aug08
12:06am

I WANT UR HEART FOR MY OWN!!!!

lol.
sounds so scary.
but its true.
hahahas.

but u've given ur heart to someone else.
=/

so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol.

back to the I WANT A BF period.
LOL.

siao already.
abit ding dong.
T.T

studies start tml.
=]

Y9:02 AM

Sunday, August 03, 2008

3Aug08
7:48pm

BOOO!
hahahas.

hello everyone~~

its the start of study weeks.
and i havent touchhhh anything yet.
T.T

hahahas.

will start soon.
:D

today slackk at home~~
lalalalas.

oh yahs yesterday went out with jun.
i nearly fainted!!
that experience is so scary.
i hope my body is alright.
T.T

was like waist there pain.
den i go walk around,
whole thing went bright and i couldnt see properly.
OMG.

den i sat down beside the road.
luckily i recovered after sitting down for a while.
=]

hmmm.
i'm gonna delete all my songs in my psp and phone now.
and create a new playlist!
:D

disk cleanup.
LOL.

time for a change of songs~~
:D

alright!
ciao~ ^^

Y4:44 AM