Wednesday, August 22, 2007

decided to post before i go on to study for infa. anyway its already 8pm. cant do anything much already.

today was second paper. bstats. yesterday was cip. i always thought cip would be worse than bstats since i never paid any attention in class for cip. but no.. that wasn't the case.

first was i actually forgot to check my seat number. and was like rushed all the way to the atrium when i didn't have enough time already, to check. and the list is just outside the exam venue!!! argh. but okay fine, i got to see GY. hahahas.

if i score really bad for bstats, which seems to be the case, then it will be DEVASTATING. yesterday i studied from 9.30pm all the way to 4am. woke up at 6am to get ready to go for the 9am paper. i went through all alright. but i really cant believe it when i dont know how to calculate the standard deviation of the first qns. IT'S LIKE IT'S JUST PUTTING IN NUMBERS TO THE FORMULA! and you know what? everyone is telling me. the formula was given in the formulae sheet. haiZ. anyways, have to thank syahid, met him and he taught me regression in like half an hour. hahahas. or else, if i took hypothesis, i could just jump down the building.

got emo and all. walked damn slow home, caused i didnt wanna reach home with that moody feeling and caused any unnecessary disputes if i talked to my parents with the wrong tone. so yah. was like a walking corspe. haiZ...

just right before i reached home, my psp played hannah montana's the best of both worlds. amazing, it kinda change my mood abit, and in the end i was just a living dead when i reached home, instead of the frustrated chew yan. great.

slept in the afternoon. up till 4.30pm. wow mummy cooked curry chicken. Mmmm. hahahas. den went neopets. -.- spent all my 30k on food. 10 food items only eh. but it kinda resolved my cravings for shopping. hahahas.

now i am gonna study infa. hopefully nothing bad happens tml again. PLEASE.

Y8:09 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

hey hey! so long didnt post already. am studying.

went to genting on monday and only came back on thurs. and no no i didnt go there to play and forget my studies. kinda sad actually. i was studying microecons there. in the hotel. miserable life. hahahahas. but i am still running out of time. haiZ.

thought of posting cause I FOUND MY VOICE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whahahahahas. so happy. i dont know how to say this. its just i can sing easily without hurting my throat at all. so i guess it's the right singing technique? hurhur. its been a long time since i did it. i think it's because i sang the old SHE songs yesterday night. HEEHEEHEE.

nothing can explain how happy i am now. ^^

but besides being happy. it's HIGH TIME i start studying again. hope i can make it on time. the exams are starting on tues. and i onli have 2 and a half day left. ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! save me!

hahahahahas. miss everyone in class. hmmmm. okay okay. study time. hahahhaas. bye!!!

oh yah. anybody knows how to play amr song files? i recorded one song in the phone. but cant play it. sad!!! hahahas. if you know, please tell me!

Y1:52 PM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

just finished watching NDP 2007. i don't find it entertaining. only thing that made me wanna watch was the guy in the mtv 'Will You'. 'cause i heard in the channel 8 news few days ago he was gonna sing during the parade. the one who sang 'Will you help to make it REAL.' the 'real' word caught my attention. man i love his voice. *.* and he is handsome. =X herher. so i waited and waited.

finally! i saw him! but he only sung like 2 sentences? 2 SHORT sentences! and you bet, i was so disappointed. 'cause other than that, he was given a super THICK make-up. so much so that he looked like a girl! i couldn't even recognise him if he wasn't wearing a suit. blame the make-up artists!!!!

just thought since it caused me so much disappointment, i shall blog about it. hahahas. so sad can. i thought i can hear him sing more lehs... if he's gonna sell his debut album, i am so gonna buy it. hahahas.

and so. it's exactly 7 DAYS. ONE WEEK. that i have been doing nothing all day long. i didn't study, i didn't exercise. i didn't this, i didn't that. sure i said i would start yesterday. but now i am still telling myself the same thing. BUT IT'S NOT HAPPENING!!!! oh wtf is wrong with me. i used to love books.

mum is sick. and i missed watching fireworks with chess club and my sister, HANNAH. awwww.. dad's hand is injured and so i had to do everything at home. vacuum, mop, wash, scrub, fold. hahahas.

am gonna settle down and study. promised mum i wouldn't fail. haiZ. hahahas. ARH!!!

oh. i just chatted with my pri school pe teacher, mr leow. he's in australia! wow. has been there for 2 weeks now. WOW. oh dont be jealous. hahahahas. i've got a handsome and mature contact in my msn list. hahahahas. OKAY I AM SO NOT MYSELF. hahahahas. abit crazy if you ask me. i dont know what i am writing about. lols.

miss swimming*

Y9:25 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

lalalalalalas.

it's gonna be a week of SLACKING. i haven't start on studying yet. i tell myself, I SHALL START TODAY. YES TODAY.

for the last few days was sleeppppp, eattttt, teeveee, or gamesssss. not once i touched my papers and books. hahahas. but sister told me it's okay. cause she haven't start too. HAHAHAHAS. we indeed are SISTERS! hahahas.

i am so in love with 任贤齐's songs now. herher. 爱的路上只有我和你,外婆桥,天生注定,她要我她不爱我。*.*

i love his voice. herher. and oh my. i fell in love with another old man. first was 王绍伟 den now is 任贤齐。first is 14 yrs older than me. den second is 24 yrs older!!! hahahas. this is CRAZY.

u know. yesterday my cousin ( a guy my age) said i look old. "草老" but i am childish. more childish than her SEC 1 GIRLFRIEND. oh my. is this bad? childish and old at the same time. *faints

dad said actually i am pretty. BUT THATS NOT TRUE. he said if i ask those 30+ uncles, they would think i am pretty. but cannot ask guys around my age. what's the use of that?! that means guys my age don't think i am pretty. I DON'T EVEN THINK I AM PRETTY. fat. acne face. childish. so how on earth am i gonna get a bf? hahahas. sister is so gonna scold me. i am just worried if one day mr right comes, i am not good enough to be his gf. that's all.. hahahas. hahahahaas.

HAHAHAAAHHAS. okay whatever. RANDOM.

Y3:32 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

have to blog today. T.T my swimming class officially ended. (cries!!!)

WHY?! WHY DID IT HAVE TO END?

it was the best lesson so far. but it marks the end. awww. 10 laps of free-and-easy length, (me and qian ling only did 8) it nearly broke my arms. x.x but i managed to finish alot of full lengths today. HEHE. so happy.

after that was captain's ball. hahahas. seriously it's my first time playing captain's ball. and it's in the water! hahahas. so i was appointed goalie. it was fun! my team has 7 people, aisyah, karvidha, qian ling, ashley, leslie and another girl. den the other group was short of 1. no fair, the coach joined them. -.- hahahas. the score was 10-12. awww. BUT. it was fun~~~ =D

my babe, karvidha gave everyone choco marshmallow and me and aisyah got flowers on top of the marshmallows! hehe. show u the pictures of it.





nice right? hehe. thanks babe. =D

am really sad we didn't get to take a FULL class photo. last week was lack of 2. today is lack of alot of people. T.T so sad. oh well. i am gonna organize a REUNION DINNER at marina bay steamboat. hehe. the girls suggested it. i wonder if it's halal... hmmm.

on the bus 913 back home, there was this xiao mei mei and her dad sitting opposite me. den she dropped her 20cents. i picked it up for her and she said 'thank you jie jie' with a smile. AWWWW... so cute. hhee. but i dropped my psp on the floor when i bent down to get it. T.T

after i packed dinner and walked to my aunt's shop, my dad was sitting there, chit-chatting with some uncles and drinking BEER. A BOTTLE. who knows. it might not be the first bottle. he was there practically the whole afternoon. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, his hand is severly injured and has a cast on it. can he drink? and he didn't walk home with me. he told me to go home first.

when i reached home, it was even worse!!!! i saw a whole plastic bag of empty beer cans!!!! how much did he drink? that uncle who came to my house couldnt have possibly drank all the 10 odds cans by himself!!! urgh.

lastly before i go off to do my cip homework, congrats to my moley friend, TAN TING HUI on getting in la salle design school. ^^

Y8:19 PM

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