i know people always say nobody can make me feel that way without my own consent. but... whenever people gets fed up.. it only sets me thinking.
and i guess im really pretty useless.
of course im not proud of that. of course im not happy abt that.
and it really hurts when the people i like implies that to me.
really.
i guess the society is tough. is fierce. is fast and furious.
i think im undergoing this growing up phase or something.
and im soooo not used to the things i have everyday.
its like suddenly ive got so many things and so little time.
i'll of course try my best in school. considered lucky i could upload my module.
but its really tough. sigh...
maybe im just useless. hah..
Y10:41 AM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
9May'09 1:42am
i just watched 2 episodes of "Stairways to Heaven". a korean show which had been around for years now.. but i just started watching it..
after watching, i really really hate those bad people inside.
and i know... in this lifetime, i dun EVER wanna be alone.
and that nothing is more important than my friends, family and my love. in this lifetime, no matter how hard things get.. I will always protect all of them. and make them happy.
I will NEVER let them get hurt. never.
you know, seriously... i dont know if there's anybody else on earth who thinks this way..
which is really sad.
why is the whole world so concerned of other stuff? why?
im waiting....
Y10:31 AM
skyward
your love gives me wings.
her
simple.
loving.
cheerful.
(:
destined
to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.