yay!!!

wireless connection is back at home!

hehe.

now i dont have to sit on the floor everyday.

and get myself a sore butt.

hahahas.

i am sitting comfortably on my chair in my study room now.

FEELS GOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

hehe.






and holidays are so great.

i have time to do WHATEVER i want.

hehe.

i can sleep and stay in bed even when its 11pm..

i can play facebook w/o feeling guilty..

i can go out with my friends w/o feeling guilty..

*guilty from not completing my schoolwork first~~

hahahas.




well anyways, going out with my 4th aiai, shu qi :D to get materials.

hehehe.

hope i can get it done nicely.

LOL..

cause i really never do before!!!

hahahas.





and i am gonna learn how to play dota!!

i wanna play!!!

hahahas.


:D

hello! :D

i realised i didnt show pictures.

so i am here to post pics.

pics in school.

ta05 2007-2008.





me and joyce.



me in MySpace with piglet!



shawn playing with my piglet. LOL!! x)



den now pics from ah ying's chalet~












hahahas. yap. that's all.

tml i might be changing a new blogskin.

though i like this alot.

cause got tian yu and dang ou.

but i want one that can show my posts BIG AND WIDE.

hehe.

and gonna link ppl. ^^

sorry ppl for taking so long.

tata~

yay!

its holidays!

like finally.

and i am so tired already.

on the 2nd day of holidays!

lol.

cause after my maec paper,

i dashed home and went to my dar dar ah ying's bday chalet!

and onli came back today.

didnt sleep last night.

so am abit tired lahs~

hehe.

well, it was fun to meet my pri sch jie meis again.

shu hui and regina!

but they didnt stay for the night.

and so was quite lonely after they left.

everyone was occupied with their things.

and i didnt wanna gamble too much in case i lose ALOT of money.

den went to sleep at 2+am.

but didnt get to sleep.

couldnt sleep and soon, my bed was crowded with ppl.

LOL.

den me, mark and a new friend i made,

shu qi,

sat around until the other boys brought back breakfast.

MAC'S HOTCAKES!!!

but was damn filling.

LOL.

and den we played the most healthiest game.

the water game.

hahahahas.

everyone got so full up with water!

hahahas.

that game was super exciting.

and funny!!

i can still remember the boys dancing.

HAHAHAS.

mark, jia hao, daryl and david.

great dancers they are.

LOL!!

x)

we played for like 3 hrs?

and in total drank like 30+ bottles of 1.5litres of water?!

LOL..

we onli had 7 ppl.

drinking so much...

thats alot u know.

x)



and yeah.

by 8am,

everyone was like half dead.

LOL..

except for me and shu qi!

i bathed le den we went strolling around.

chit chatted alot.

=D

new friend!


x)

den yap, soon,

it was the end of the whole thing.

and we all came back to woodlands.

i remember i was talking to shu qi on the bus.

den suddenly,

i fell asleep.

LOL!!!


sorry shu qi.

hahahas.

den yap,

got scolded for coming home looking like a walking corpse.

hahahaas.

am gonna turn in early tonight too.

eyelids closing.

IT'S NICE TO HAVE HOLIDAYS!!

Npians!!

enjoy ur holidays!!!


wooooooot~~


HAHAHAS.


and welcome shu qi,

my new reader of the blog.


LOL..


x)

obviously i didnt go study straight away.

LOL.

i went surfing disney online.

I WANNA GO DISNEYLANDS!

anyways, that's my dream.

to go all the disneylands on earth.

=]

i dont mind working in one,

as a mascot,

as a tour guide.

=P

and i found this Year of a Million Dreams.

but it's only open to US residents.

=[

or i might stand a chance to win a stay at disneyland!

=/



and i found that The Chronicles Of Narnia is coming again.

on May 16th.

I AM SO CATCHING THAT.

here's a trailer!


xD





okay maybe i should really go study BMGT already.

or its really GG if i run out of time.



-disney magic. x)

i'm gonna start my BMGT revision after this blogpost.

HOPEFULLY.

hahahas.

alot of things happened these few days.

I LOST MY VOICE.

that has got to be the most significant event that happened.

T.T

i'm joking about it,

being i'll sound sexy.

but,

I AM TOTALLY NOT LIKING IT!

cause ppl cant hear when i talk.

i cant say hi or bye from a distance.

T.T

and i cant really talk lahs...

haix.

lol.

but ppl say i sound so MAN.

see,

told you i've got the potential to be a guy.

i'll post a picture to convince you.



i took that when i had to dress up to act in a role play for my project.

i played the father.

HAHAS.

you should see the video.

come look for me if you wanna watch.

hahahaas.

okay back to my lost voice.

i'm so upset lor!

i heard today and tml,

there will be a xing guang da dao singing competition at plaza singapura!

i wanna go.

T.T

heard they will choose 20 to bring to taiwan eh..

i so wanna join.

but i have to lose my voice.

-.-!!!!!!!!!

well,

i guess i am not fated for this event huh.

=/

and yeah, today's 16th.

my FFA and BLAW papers are over!!

hahahas.

sort of relief than confident about my results.

i cant blame anyone but myself.

LOL.

everyday slack and facebook.

i started studying for my blaw paper onli yesterday night 11.30pm please.

@.@

luckily i survived.

hopefully i can pass!!!!!!!!!!!

no more surprises please!

i cant take anymore blows.


and yeah,

i'm super addicted to facebook.

seriously.

i dont really get anything out of this.

but i just cant stop clicking.

LOL.





i hope you can be here to care and be concerned about me.

to just be around me.

to tease and smile at me.

=[




arh!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want my voice back!!


faints*

WAH!!!!!!!!!!

so upset now!!!

other than the thing i mentioned back just now,

now i am upset about FFA(accounts module).

okay i am in the accountancy course.

in NP.

accountancy was the onli course in my mind back when i was in sec4.

because i've just got the interest in it.

and as ppl say,

the better you are at something,

the more you will like it.

yes i was good at it.

WAS.

i realised i have lost the power to do my work properly.

it was just my balance sheets that wouldn't balance since the very beginning.

but now, even my bank reconciliation statements cant balance!

and when i checked,

there was like 3-4 errors i made!

for anyone who studied accounts before,

everyone would think bank rec qns are FREE MARKS.

they are there for you to score.



last time my bank rec always balance off.

ALWAYS.

but now.

3-4 errors in one bank rec qns?!

i am so upset.




to me,

i'm always blessed in my studies.

i'm always lucky and i always get my good grades.

but this sem,

everything sort of started to change.

the most significant was my common tests last term.

one stupid tick in the wrong box on the ans sheet cost me my A for BLAW.

that was damn careless can!

den FFA.

yeah.

accounts module.

i got 29/40.

i reviewed my paper.

THERE WERE SO MANI CARELESS MISTAKES

THAT I WOULD NEVER HAD MADE.

i am so lost for words.

what happened.


now i just hope my exams wont be like this anymore.

I WILL GET BACK MY A.

AND I MEAN IT.

i just blocked someone in msn again.

maybe i'll unblock him tml or something.

hey everyone out there.

do you think i am important to you?

i know this is abit random.

but back just now.

a old friend came to talk to me.

okay he's a guy.

it has been quite sometime since he last talked to me.

the last time was regarding his schoolwork.

he asked me in a very harsh manner.

well, it has always been like that.

and today.

he asked if i know what present to get for our pri sch friend.

she's a girl.

she's my good friend.

i dont deny but i am jealous.

jealous of why everyone seems to care about her so much.

but nobody cares about me.

i am jealous of her.

but she is still my friend.

its the guys i am upset about.

you know,

HE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE.

if i have to count, my ten fingers are not enough to count the no. of guys that treat me like this.

ppl say i take it too personally.

but it's the truth!

all of them onli talk to me when they need my help.

or when they are bored and wanna use me for entertainment purpose.

it reminds me of my pri 5 and 6 days.

THEY WERE SUCH JERKS.

but i chose to give in.

i chose to smile and play along with them.

BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS.

i dont wanna be disliked by ppl.

but up till this day.

it continues.

they might not physically bully me anymore.

but their unintentional behaviour makes me upset.



is my personality bad?

i might not be pretty and cute.

but i thought it doesnt matter very much?

so okay,

it does matter,

but,

I DONT THINK I AM THAT WORSE TO DESERVE THIS KINDA TREATMENT!

so why is it like that?



is it that hard to treat me better?

to treat me good?




i dont know anything.

i am so upset.





last oct,

i was so happy,

someone stepped into my life.

i thought my life would change.

i thought somebody will give me care and concern.

give me attention.

to be by my side.



but it was not meant to be.

but he made me see another side of life.

THANKS. :)




ARH!!!!!!!!!!

upset.

but i still have to do homework.

i will jiayou de. :D

i get so easily tired these days.

i can sleep anywhere.

LOL.

was studying at the library.

but slept on the table.

and was warned by the librarian.

LOL!!

thank god she was nice.

hahahaas.

or else so pai seh!!

hahahahs.

i hope i have enough time to study.

i havent really started studying yet.

and my exams starts on this coming friday.

O.O



before i go off to mel..

i wanna post something i read in this email i received.

its about my horoscope, scorpio.

SCORPIO - The Intense One

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

short and precise.

HAHAHS.






okay then.

its time to go study already.

hehe.


byebye~



-missing you.

today is like the last day of second sem in NP.

except that my class still has a FFA make-up lesson on monday.

and exams on 15, 16, 18 and 21st february.

so actually, i have roughly around 2 weeks time before my papers start.

hehehe.

i can do this man!

:D



today was MAEC to start with.

den after the overwhelming information class (LOL),

went to BMGT last revision lecture.

went only because Si Hui wanted to go.

treated as accompany her go.

hahahahas.

see i so noble.


:D


den we went canteen 4 for lunch.

the trip there was fun!!

like excursion like that.

HEHEHE.

had the bento set,

heard it was promoted on channel u before.

hahahas.

okay lahs.

not bad lor.

HEHEHE.

was kinda interesting.

everyone eating the egg york in one mouthful.


AHAHHAHAAS.


and then we walked around so much before we settled down at the student lounge to revise for our BCA handson final test.

which was not really revision.

we were facebooking and dota-ing.

LOL.

den went to have our test at blk 46, 02-07.

like another excursion.

LOL.

and the test was okay!

hehehee.

the B is mine for BCA!

hahahahas.



den after that, decided to go play some games with cindy, shawn and sean.

went to the games room at the student lounge.

played jenga and UNO.

hahahaas.

yeah its fun.

especially when i get to play with friends and not ALONE.

LOL!!!

shawn is such a gamer.

he even won at UNO.

lol.

okay den that's about it..

so sleepy.

might be heading to bed in another half an hour....

last but not least.






i may miss you.

but upon looking at the misery you brought to me,

and that i have picked up my life once again..

my life is happier without you. =)

your love gives me wings.

simple.
loving.
cheerful. (:

to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.