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Thursday, July 31, 2008

31July08
8:06pm

hmmmm.

wanted to blog last night.
=/

is about something i did.
kinda bad.
very.

and i am feeling guilty abt em.
T.T

i had the public performance yesterday at ngee ann city lors!
and steph, jackjack and jun went down to see.

they came to support,
but i didnt accompany them.
T.T

sorrry steph and jackjack!

feel so guilty.
=/

esp. to jun.
sorry jun.

i hope you wont be angry le.

so yahs.
very moody over these.
but i guess there's nth i can do.

totally regretted.
haix.

ruined jun's and my evening.
=/

WHY DO I ALWAYS SCREW THINGS UP?!

haix.

den yesterday night was moody on the mrt back home.
when i reached cwp,
junquan and yixiong called me.
LOL!

they kinda turned my mood a little.
HAHAHS.

they were so funnny.
jq say he's yx.
yx say he's jq.
LOL!

and they bet on 1/2 a packet of fries on my ans to their qns.
LOL.
jq won.
hahahas.

but anyways,
they told me,
tml got 4m3 outing!!!
:D

dinner at cwp.
:D

yays.

den today,
totally slack off FIT and COST tutorials.
LOL.

was looking forward to skip lecture and go out.
but jun didnt wanna go out.
=/
so went to lecture.

went alumni for lunch!!
so fulll lahhs.
even till now.
T.T

hahahas.
den we went games room,
sihui,
elizaberth,
sean,
gary,
jackjack,
steph,
kader,
evelynn,
glenn,
ryan,
and a classmate from COST.

=]

played JUNGLE SPEED.
hahahahas!
sean always get the cards.
LOL.
cause he anyhow snatch!!
lol!

den very soon,
it was time to go lecture.
:(

i love games rooom~~
lol.

with lots of friends that is.
:D

lecture was BORING~
lol.

entertainment was watching gary play devil may cry 4.
and kicking sean's chair with steph.
LOL!!!
=X

and after the lecture,
everyone left.
T.T

wanted to go back games room to play games.
DRAGGGED sean to join me and gary.
HEHEHE.
yays~~
after i nearly lose my voice,
sean agreed to stay for a while.
:DD

but quite lame.
LOL.
we played one round of jenga,
and uno.
-.-
gary was anyhow playing uno.
-.-

lol.
so lame.
hahahahas.
but still.
:D

quite fun.
hahahas.

btw sean said we play jenga right,
play loser strip.
HE LOST.
HE DIDNT STRIP.
lol!!!!

wthhh.

den took mrt home with sean.
cause gary's dad was coming to fetch him.
so packed lahh.
T.T
bus also.
train also.
lol.

hahahahas.
sean didnt get a seat.
lalalalas~
lol!

and i bought my new earphones!
yays!
i dont like listening to songs with just one side.
LOL.
$19.
so ex.
T.T

money fly fly~

hmmmm.

was just staring into space and thought alot.
i think i changed alot.
over these period of time.
hahahas.
good or bad?
i nt sure too.

called so mani ppl just now.
nobody free to talk to me.
lol.

oh wells.

and i think he actually thinks i am annoying him.
alright whatever.
den dont call him lors.
=/

last but nt least.
i am surprised.
to realise.
he still stand a big position in my heart.
O.O

lol.
surprise surprise.
lol.

alright~
gonna go bath~
:D

Y5:03 AM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

30July08
1:28am

wanted to blog.

but am so sleepy now.

maybe tml or something~
:

Y8:59 AM

Monday, July 28, 2008

29july08
11:32am

hellooooooo~

lol.

got a feeling so long never come blog liao.
hahahas.

so here i am lors.

hmmm.

my mummy and dad is at genting.
coming back tonight!
:DD

they went on sunday morning.
spent two nights -.-.

first night was okays.

den yesterday.
-.-

went to clubhouse to practice zainishenbian with pris.
den after that,
they suggested going home together.
den the NP bus stop so mani ppl.

so we walked to SIM bus stop lors.
walked there,
they say go alumni eat dinner.
hahahas.

so yeah we went for dinner.
first time.
okay lahs.
not bad.
hahahas.

den it was getting dark.
den gary started telling us about GHOSTS.
-.-

and everyone was discussing.
eventually.
i got really scared.
-.-

he said inside lift,
bathroom,
bedroom,
everywhere possible.
-.-

and his eyes very scary.
really got scared lahhh!

den i took very long to finally enter the lift with a family.
-.-

reached home didnt dare go room.
sat on the sofa infront of the tv and didnt dare to burge.
-.-

imaginations anyhow run.
-.-

luckily friend called me and assure me and stuff.
and accompany me till i was in bed.
-.-

i was sitting at the spot since i reached home.
sat for 2 and a half hours.
-.-

tried to sleep there.
neck pain.
and images keep coming to my mind!!
-.-

couldnt really sleep lahh.
-.-

luckily got my friend.
:D

erms now in bcomm.
gonna do table topics today.
die earlier,
reincarnate earlier.
LOL!

alright.
byebye!
:D

Y8:28 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

26july08
11:29pm

heyhey!
hahahaas.
x)

maybe after blogging its bed for me.
lol.

after the peaceful sweeet sleep last night,
i wanna stay in bed.
LOL.

sleep is a blessing.
LOL.

i am serious.
only realise it after i entered poly.

sem3 now.

and its coming to an end.

had new friends this sem.

and i've once again tried class bonding.

although it wasnt as GOOD as i had experienced.

but its still GOOOOOOOOOD!
:DDD

love em all.

let's choose same class again next sem!
:D

if.
i dun fail.

=/

i will make sure that will NOT happen.
=]]

had a real nice dinner tonight.
spent with my parents.
:D

been so long since the 3 of us sat together to eat.
though it didnt last very long.
=/

was to celebrate my dad's bday in advance.
:D

so yeah.
happy~

:D

from tml on,
my diet plan and running plan is back on again.
=]

cause nov is coming.

my ACCEPTABLE WEIGHT 18TH BDAY!

:DDDD

Y8:22 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

22july08
9:44pm

gonna start doing my tutorials real soon.
:D

hmmm.
so yeah.
yesterday went aiqinghai for audition.

so mani ppl!!
x)

ermss.
and i suspect the tea they gave us,
made my throat so dry,
that its hurting today.
-.-

arghhh.
and i cant talk loudly.
or laugh loudly today.
T.T

lol.

and the thing i expected to happen,
didnt happen.
LOL.
but i guess HALF of it sorta happened?!
hahahahas.
x)

sweeeeeet.

but damn worrying.
=/

double confirmed today.

still worrying.
=/

get well soon.
:D

hmmm.
throat pain~
lol.

oh yahs.
table topics in bcomm today.
LOL.
nth much to comment.

wells.
the part a girl discussed abt sexual harrassment,
she kept looking at kader.
LOL!!!!
x)

hahahas.
and the whole class was so tense up.
cause she picked ppl randomly.
LOL.

i was picked too.
hahahahas.

friday can slack again~
yays!

hahahas.

so yeah.
go play some games.
den do tutorials.
:D

i will be a good girl again.
and i will go for my exams prepared.
:D

-fav song now: Leavin - Jesse McCartney :D

Y6:41 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

21july08
2:44pm

at OurSpace now.
with glenn.
=]]

am waiting for the audition later~~
730 marina square.
SO FAR~

and i am going alone.
=/

but oh wells.
i guess its good this way.
cause the song i gonna sing have to be EMO.
have to have the sadd feelingg.

after nt talking to anybody for a long while,
and keep repeating the song through my earphones.
SURE EMO ONE.
=/

lol.

the song i am gonna sing later is YE ZI.
:D

just now i said i was sleepy during flash class right?
I FELL ASLEEP.
-.-

i sat at the front row lahhh!

LOL.

was too sleepyy.

bam my head down onto the table and ZZZZZ.

lol.

so siannns.

going clubhouse in a while.
pda there le.
^^v

am expecting something.
HOPING for something to happen laterr tonight.
but i guess it wont happen.

sometimes its bad to have a good imagination.

cause when the things i imagined doesnt come truee,
i get upset.
-.-

lol.

okay bahhhs.
let me continue my prep for the songg.
LOL.

that is to EMOOOOOO~
lol.

see you ppl~

Y11:41 PM

21july08
8:18am

MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSS.

DAMN SLEEPYYYYY!!!!!!

now having flash applications.

i am so sleepy i can fall asleep straight away!

-.-

i want my bed.
=/

I AM SLEEPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y5:15 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

18july08
12:43am

wooot.

watching channelu's friday night movie : ai wu jian.

a korean movie.

i think its very nice.

always wanted to watch since i saw the commercial of it in theatres years ago.
:D

daisies.
:D

hmmmm.
today overslept.
and was late for tax lecture by half an hr.
:X

den the day continued.
bcomm.
fit lecture.
:D

was like bullied whole day.
lol.

but it feels good to be feeling happy.
and energetic.
and the ppl around me are all happy.
:D

cindy,sihui,and tallshawn keep scaring me.
-.-

and evelynn, steph, yvonne and jackjack keep tickling me.
-.-

lol.

i love my friends!
:D

den went back to causeway point,
meet up with tinghui and kendrick!!
:DDDDDD

so long never see them le.

we had so mani laughss.
:D

we go sakae sushi makan~
chit chat~~
and we go walk about in causeway point.
so funn.

x)

and omg!
KENDRICK SAY HE WANNA BUY LUMPY FOR ME.
x)
luckily i got bring them go see.
=X

hahahahahas!
x)

next week new stocks come den he buy.
WOOOT.
x)

LUMPY!!!
x)

we meeting next thurs for dinner again.
:D
heees.

den come back just now watched the channelu's drama : perfect cut.
damn it.
the story damn good.
and the actors and actresses not bad as well.

I CRIED.
when the mother of a girl who committed suicide read her blog.
x.x

its damn upsetting.
why did the mother neglected her?!

haixx.

I WILL NEVER DO THAT TO MY KIDS.
OR ANYONE I LOVE.
=]

i am feeling abit confused now.
alot of things looks true.
but things are contradicting each other.
=/

what should i do?

maybe i should just let everything go on the way they are.
=]

and wait for changes.

priority SLIM DOWN AND STUDIES.
yeah.
=]

Y9:37 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

17july08
6:36pm

just reached home.

hehe.

:D

wells.
feeling abit siannns.
lol.

nth to do lehhhs.
=X

excluding tutorials and stuff.
hehe.

gonna slack a while before bathing.
and later tonight gonna do something abt the bcomm executive summary with pda.
:D

erms.
didnt do my fit tutorials in the end.
went to bed after getting a shock.
-.-

it was stephhh in msn.
-.-

nvmmm.
LOL.

den me and ryan was so determined nt to go fit tutorial.
was eating in canteen1,
DEN SIHUI CAME.
lol.
and i told her.

and.
SHE TOOK MY BAG AND WENT UP TO CLASS!
-.-

and i pulled ryann along with me.
or i am the onli one getting scolded.

thanks ryann.
:D

den erms,
well.
we didnt stand outside class.
LOL.

so erms yah.
kept dozing off today.
air con too cooling?
LOL!
=X

thanks to sihui.
i didnt miss my tutorial.
:]]

i cannot become bad girl girl.
never go class.
LOL!

=X

den go SIM for lunchh.
wanted canteen3 yeeee miannn one.
been thinking abt it since this morning.
LOL.

but..
sihui dont like canteen3.
T.T

hahahhas.
i'll force her to go tml.
HAHAHAHAS.

:XX

den go IFA lecture.
alright i didnt get anything in my mind.
but at least i went there and copied down the blanks!
:D

lol.

good start maybe?
lol.

den yah came home.
since the ppl i wanna meet are nt freee.
lol.
:XX

so sianss now.

hmmm.

hahahas.

but this morning really very EXCITING.
lol.

was kindaa sweeeeet.
and den exciting.
LOL.
and guilty.
-.-

okay whatever.
i go surf webby a while.
lol.
or maybe find someone to call.
:D
byebye~~~

Y3:33 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

16july08
11:43pm

feeeling so sleepy now.

i wanna go to my bed,

and PIA.

lie down and sleep.

T.T

just came back not long ago from scc.

dad came to fetch me.

he waited outside school for like 2hrs?!

-.-

and he didnt tell me that.

yah i know its kinda sweet to wait for ur daughter like this.
but.
its kinda worrying u know.
=/

today's tax classwork was wells not bad!
:DDD

although i did make alot of mistakes.
=X

hehe thanks to pda and sihui and cindy~
:D

den go clubhouse.
wanted to do my FIT lahhs.
-.-

but ended up slacking around.
listening to ppl singing and me singing abit too.
T.T

scc today was quite cool i guess.
got a new girl who joined my group.
farah. =]

and baobei joined my group too.
:D

so it was me, limin, pris, baobei and farah.
5 girlsss~

:D

wrote a really nice eng song.
the lyrics quite good i think.
=P

but not much melody done yet.
hehe.
if we can get it done might get it for MP (monthly performance).
:D

erms.
one sad thing.
my hand.
DAMN BIG.
-.-

gary and ppl called me monster.
T.T

cause my hand is actually the same size as the guys who have BIG hands.
T.T

GARY'S HAND IS SMALLER THAN ME.
my god.

T.T

but nehmind.
i man.
:D

hehe.

really would be damn popular if i am a les.
LOL.

i think??
=X

wells, i found guys who have bigger hands than me.
:X

hehe.

now gonna do FIT tutorials.
cause teacher said last week,
if never do,
go outside class.
no need attend lesson.
O.O

x.x
so yahhs.

still damn sleepy.

and i am like expecting a little something.
=X

maybe it wont happen.
hahahas.

:X

night ppl!

Y8:41 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

16july08
12:27pm

erms.
in IFA class now.

TEACHER ANGRY LE.

T.T

cause we all everyweek late.
den never do work.
come his class slack.
x.x

now is like waiting for ppl to type in their answers into com for presentation.
so i came to BLOG.

lol.

=X

i feel guilty and bad and disappointed that i am not doing my work.
like seriously.
5 weeks le.
OMG.

x.x

later this afternoon got tax classwork.
5%.

if individual, i think i'll heck.
but i am pairing with pda(chienwen).
so nope.
cannot heck.

studying my notes during lunch break later.
:DD

den today got SCC!
hahaas.
missed last week.
this week going~
:D

hmmmm.
still feeling very sweeeeeeeeeet.
=P

it feels good to have someone there for you to lean on.
=]

hehe.

Y9:24 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

14july08
11:01pm

HEYHEY!

hahahahahas.

welcome to my blog!

LOL.
lame.

okayss.

been kinda happy recently.
cause am like back to my original self again.
with a dose of extraaa SWEETNESS.

hehe.

so yappp!
happy happy chewyan!!
:DDD

hmmmm.

today went marina square AI QING HAI with scc ppl.
:DD

they went for their audition.
and i went to register for the next audition.
which is on the 21stjuly.
x)

its damnnn cool.
like there's a band there,
and when u go for audition,
they play the music for you.
my god.

hahahahas.
x)

den came back go cwpp meet dardar and her bf~
see her a while.
so long never see her le.
MISSES~

hahahas.

i bought bday presents for my cousin,
and she bought something for her baobei too.
hahahahas.
doodle boardd!
i also wannnt!

hahahahas.
x)

den omg.
u know what i saw?
i saw LUMPY!!

the big one!
ONLY ONE LEFT.
but price is still $26.90~
T.T

i didnt see it actually.
eric saw it.
hahahaas.

i kinda hid it behind 3 other soft toys.
LOL.

shouldd i buyyy?!

I REALLY LOVE IT.

but.
$26.90 eh.

so ex can.

T.T

haixx.

lets see how i guess!

hehes.

now is to do my eportfolio.
T.T

den look through my tutorial or something.
since tml going out.
=]

last but nt least.
LET ME SHOW U THE AI QING HAI APP FORM!!
:D

Y7:58 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

12july08
2:01pm

feeling extremely guilty now.

I FREAKING HATE FUCKING PROJECTS.

argh.

maybe.

projects should nt be taken together with friends.

2nd time i feel that projects have harmed my friendships.

damn it.

fucking projects.

wanted to blog yesterday night as mentioned,
but nope.
cause no time.

oh wells.

one more thing.
i am so damn pissed off with myself.

since term2 started,
i slacked all the way.
dozing off in lectures,
never TOUCH my tutorials,
skipping lectures.

now not really focusing on my project.

my mind is so drifted off.

and its nt the holidays.
-.-

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

sorrry cindy, sorry sihui, sorrry pda.

i will not be like this anymore.
=/

- guardian angel =]

Y10:59 PM

11july08
8.20pm

FIT project first.

had the urge to blog since i was on the bus home.

later kays.
:D

Y5:17 AM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

9july08
8:11pm

hmmm.
so weird.
since i started running again on sun,
i always feel uncomfortable when i eat.
O.O

my chest always stuffy when i eat my meals.
and i didnt eat alot ehs.

hmmmm.

and my friends.
-.-
all say pregnant.
-.-

lol.
well i guess its good?
cause i dont eat as much.
:DD

and
wooooo.

chapters of my life is getting more and more vibrant.
colourful.
exciting.
=]]

so no need to say.
i am really back to the good old happy chewyan.

i think?

cause just this afternoon,
i felt abit sians again.
lol.

i want more friends.
=/

hahahas.
x)

but i guess i am quite blissful at the moment.

that is.
if i dont fail my modules.
O.O

x.x
okay gotta do FIT project already.
its due next mon eh.

x.x
night ppl!
:D

Y5:08 AM

Monday, July 07, 2008

7july08
5:14pm

just reached home.
lol.

gotta blog about something.
found it damnnn funny.

LOL.

i was walking back home with my mama from my aunty's shop.
pass by under her blockk.

den arhh.
got kids playing with their ball.

my mama was like taken aback abit.
i saw her.
den i tell her.
aiya, u think they will hit u huhs?
wont one lahs.

i was looking into my phone.
BOM.

-.-

the ball hit my face.
MY GOD.

lol.
can feel it wett wett one lahs!!

MY GOODNESS.

hahahas.
was just telling my mother it wont hit her.
den it hit me.
LOL.

-.-

very long never kena hit by ball le.
LOL.

headshot somemore.
-.-

amazing thing was.
mama was so angry,
scolded them.
i was like, 'aiya nvm lahs'.

lol.
what is wrong with me huhs?
LOL.

i am too happy these few days?
that i can forgive and forget everything???
HAHAHAS.

but anyways,
its a GOOD thing.
LOL.
=X

alrighty.
later going for my run.
:DDD

i am determined.
for my aceptable weight 18th bday!
:D

i wonder how things will be tml.
hmmm. =P

Y2:11 AM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

7july08
12:18pm

sitting in library 4th level now.
with tall shawn.
LOL.
we both 2 weeks come library EMO le.
LOL.

feeling abit hungry.
not very.
so NOPE.
NO FOOD FOR CHEWYAN.

LOL.

was suppose to go that restaurant for that app form today.
but i called them just now.
nobody picked up the call.
-.-

luckily i suddenly remember yesterday night that they are only open at 630pm.
or me and sister would be going there for nothing.
-.-

so yapp.
gotta be another day den.
=]]

hmmmm.
now i dont have any friend who's free to meet up with me.
i think.
=/

LOL.

so sianns.

so i should do my FIT project now?

HMMMMMMMMMMM.
doubting.
LOL.

okay lahsss.
maybe i will do abit of things.
cause i havent touch on anything yet.
x.x

bubye ppl!
:DD

Y9:15 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

6july08
12:27pm

wooot.
sunday.

never do tutorials!
LOL.
i will.
later today.
YES.

and today i shall start my SLIM DOWN PLAN.
HEHE.
eat less.
exercise more.

for the sake of my...
ACCEPTABLE WEIGHT 18TH BDAY!
:DDD

by today..
my heart has regained its calm.
YAYS!

no more emo.
no more things for me to think about.
=]]

so nowww.
its back to the GOOD OLD HAPPY CHEWYAN!
woooot.

so long since i last had this feeling.
so relieved.
=]]

hmmmmm.
so yeah.
thought just wanna blog abt how happy i am feeling now.
though its just normal..
but after being sad and emo for so long,
being normal is also a very happy feeling.
LOL.

alrighty.
BYEBYE~!
:DDDD

Y9:23 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

4july08
10:47pm

wooot.
so sleepy.

YAYS.
tml is sat.
I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN PEACE!
lol.

gonna get all the sleep that i need.
lol.
need to cover back the sleep i've lost during the week.
hahahas.

that previous chapter was kinda fast.
and after that chapter,
i tried to let go everything.

i guess this chapter,
although its kinda embarrassing,
it was a blessing in disguise.
it made me let go,
and end that LONG LONG chapter i had for so mani months.
=]]

it felt good,
that day i managed to let go of everything.
i finally stopped reading my book.
stopped to take a breather.
the feeling is really good.
=]]

and currently,
i started another new chapter.
another new friend.
=]
i hope i dont mess it up anymore.
hehe.

since sch term started.
i didnt do my tutorials at all.
MY GOODNESS.
and i dont really listen in lectures.
=/

really lost interest.
lol.
T.T

will try to find a way to focus and concentrate.
=]]

currently playing:
westlife - maybe tomorrow~

saw this song on youtube.
ITS DAMN NICE.
my god.
lol.

WESTLIFE IS LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
hehe.

shane filan really captivatess my heart.
x)

ohhh.
and one thing.
at marina area,
there's this restaurant,
and they are gonna have an audition for singers.

like wooooooooooooooo~
need to go down and get an application form for registering purposes first.
july 14th is the audition.

and SISTER promised to bring me there on monday!
:D

a new adventure.
a new chapter.
=]]

hope it'll be funnn.
hehe.

and so yah,
would need to prepare one song.
any recommendations come tell me kays?
:D

happy bday meimei!
hahahas.
so random.
and sorry i onli remember at the end of the post.
lol.

i spent 1 hr + with her on her 18th bday.
onli two of us.
:D

i feel so honoured.
HEHE.

hmmmm.
i guess thats all.
hahahas.

priorities:
1.slim down
2.studies
3.have fun!

love will find a way.
so no rankings for it.
=]]

night ppl! :D

Y7:13 AM