100th post of the blog!

:DDD

and i came to blog about something i am so happy about.

its the 2nd week of school.

and i have not been paying any attention to my schoolwork.

like still holiday mood.

but today,

i decided to focus for my costaccounting lecture.

and i did it!

i didnt dozeoff like i always do.

LOL!

and was sad at first, cause sean gary and cindy didnt sit with me sihui and chienwen.

but during the break, i was like pestering them.

HAHAHAS.

but i dont know the exact reason,

they suddenly agreed to move!

hahahas.

and yeah, was happy we all sat together!

though gary joined the other guys on the other side.

=/

hahahas.

but later on in bcomm2, i slept on cindy. my 3rd aiai.

T.T

sorry cindy.

was doing pairwork with her about this executive summary.

suddenly sleepy and i actually blackout!

HAHAAS.

woke up only when she asked me

NI YAO BU YAO ZUO DE?!

lol.

yeah.

sorry aiai. T.T

den it was end of sch!

:DDD

oh yah.

its a 9-1 day today.

;DD

and i met mark(marsiling sec sch) and we took NP shuttle bus together.

its nice to have companions to go school with.

SERIOUSLY.

T.T

hahahas.

den had lunch with cindy, chienwen and sihui.

DAMN LONG QUEUE.

and we had such a hard time searching for tables.

even if we found one, there arent chairs.

-.-!!

lol.

den suddenly thought of the time where my family members,

17 of us has to find seats that can take all of us.

and we always insist we all sit together in a group.

THATS THE SPIRIT MAN!

awww.. i miss the days.

well, at least we have combine classes this sem!

get to see all of em more.

;DD


den the happiest part today.

i actually sat down and did my tutorial homework for the past 4hours.

woooooot!

=P

i know i know.

4 hours arent anything big.

and i dont have to do this if it wasnt me who didnt do them during the weekends.

but as i said,

i onli started to settle down today.

LIKE BACK TO SCHOOL MOOD!

yays!

:DDD

love the feeling when i know how to do my homework.

hees.

now still got costaccounting and fit tutorials.

cant do them tml..

cause got SCC!!!

hahaas.

new cca.

song composing club!

hope it dont tire me out so fast.

i've got 3 mins hotness for everything.

LOL!

well.

aspiration.

first song would be for my dear dear siyu!

and second song would be for my 10 yr old friend cum dar dar cum ahying!

and third song would be for my ngee ann family members!

all 17 of us.

YEAH!

hahahas.

but i think thats gonna have to wait.

i dont even know notes yet.


HAHAHHAS!!


=XX


okay.

got to go now.

take care everyone!

;DDD

real tired!!!

damn sleepy.

hahas.

but i didnt blog about yesterday.

and i want to so much!!

so shall blog, hopefully i dont doze off halfway.

LOL.

okay yesterday was a LONG LONG day.

7.40am to 10pm.

counting from the moment i left the house till the moment i entered the house.

hahahas.

was so tired i dozeoff in all my lessons.

totally slept away TAX lecture.

den dozeoff in bcomm2.

luckily sihui kicked my leg. HEHE.

den was FIT.

but it was okay.

NEARLY.

=]

love FIT teacher!!

like sally chew last sem for BLAW.

early dismissal!

bt didnt get to go home.

got SCC at 6pm.

3 hours were long.

but i got to spent them with fun and laughter!!

hahahas.

huiying, cindy, sean, shawn, regina, kaezel, and two other guys.

it was so fun luhs!!

taboo was the game.

damn exciting when i suggested fair competition.

LOL.

was totally trashed by the guys team.

LOL.

we were all shouting our answers like crazy ppl.

but it was fun.

SERIOUSLY fun!

:DD

and then it was SCC.

made new friends.

;D

i'm good at it.

HEHE.

Limin, Lijun, and Sipei.

lol.

went through an "audition".

but heard everyone's gonna get in.

:DDD

sang 聆听!

:DD

actually wanted to sing SHE or zhang shao han's songs.

but thought since ling ting was the song that made me join SCC,

i should sing that.

more meaningful.

hahas.

was dismissed at 8.15pm.

but the damn buses just take forever to reach!!!

and i have to change 3 buses at that.

can u imagine.

i onli reach home at 10pm.

-.-





hmm.

den today was housechores.

do laundry.

vacuum floor.

mop floor.

before i bath and go movie with my 4th aiai, shuqi!

:DDD

met in the evening.

den watched RUN PAPA RUN.

=]

$10.00 lehs.

T.T

bt okay lahs.

:DD

was something i wanna watch.

its quite okay.

but didnt really like the ending.

I LOVE GU TIAN LE NOW.

lol.

eyecandy!!!

hahahas.

den ate KFC for dinner.

cause got coupons.

hehe.

was so full luhs.

LOL.

so went chitchat before going home.

chat so much.

hehe...

and time pass so fast!

it was already 11.45pm when i realised.

O.O

den rushed home and now blogging.

its already 1am luhs.

my sat is gone.

T.T

tml one day and mon is school again!!

I DONT WANT SO FAST LUHS!!!

cries*

LOL.

so tired.

want go sleep already.

;DDD

night~~~

woah.

my eyes are closing.

but i wanna blog.

first is about siyu. FISH.

T.T

i miss u already.

first day was okay since it was IS day.

but this morning, when i walk through canteen 1 to go to the lecture hall,

and my eyes glanced to that table u always sit at..

a thought suddenly struck me.

you are not coming to school ANYMORE.

i wont get to sit together with you in the canteen to wait for classes anymore.

T.T

I MISS U FISH!








den another thing would be the cca fiesta.

went there, sorta decided to finally get a cca.

and i did.

got into SCC. song composing club.

joined because well, u get to sing in it.

and u get to play with instruments and write songs!

so yeah.

should be fun.

;DD



got my eyes on alot of cca.

harmonica troupe.

piano assembly.

np strings - violin.

choir.

inline skating.

and DANCESPORT.


had been thinking of picking up dancesport for quite a while now.

obviously, its my figure thats stopping me.

LOL.

sad case.

but i did get to see a performance by them today!!

and guess what!

i saw my eyecandy again!

2nd time i saw him, and he is still as dashing. ;D

but i think the first time was better.

as in the dancing part.

i hope i get to see him dance more.

=PP

and i searched on the internet in hope for his pics.

and yes i did!

but i cant save it..

T.T







and i promise myself.

i will go pick up latin dance in the future.

even if i have to pay for the lessons.

YEAH.

:DDDD






and i really have to thank cindy, huiying and chien wen.

actually could have left after signing up for SCC.

but stayed back for their performances.

and dancesport performance was before theirs!!

it was terrific!!

CHACHA.

woot.

=PP






lastly, would be the reluctance to go sch again.

well, not so strong as yet.

but its starting.

i dont get seats to school or back from school.

and the sight of the crowd at np bus stop when i go home gives me the irritation.

and 184 is so slow!

and so packed!!

lol.

its just xin ku to stand properly while holding on to my laptop in one arm.

luckily i got myself a backpack.

at least my shoulders wont break off.



haix.

now i have a urge to use my "camping" backpack again.

its the onli bag where i can put my laptop in and wont break my shoulders off.

but i dont wanna go to school with ppl asking if i'm going to camp.

-.-








okays.

i guess thats all.

really tired.

luckily there's no school tml.

;DDD

night!

hmm.

went to genting with mum and dad, dar ahying and jiahao.

den went back to penang again.

genting first.

3days2nights,

proved to be sort of the best genting trip i had.

cause of the companions to play together.

:D

it was not just the 3 of us.

met two new friends,

willy and junwei.

so yeah. had fun.

a picture speaks a thousand words~

so i'll just let you guys see the pics..








den yeah had to leave ahying and jiahao to go back on their own,

while me and my parents went back to penang to visit my grandpa.

he was hospitalised.

had to miss out going to sentosa with my family members. T.T

missed another outing again.

haiX.

but yeah,

grandpa is more energetic now,

just like before,

so me and dad came back first.




heart aches.

heart aches when i see how you treat me and other girls differently.

i thought our situation will change for the better,

but i guess,

it still cant.

and it cant be forced.

too bad.

maybe a few more tears will make me forget you totally.

i hope.







why does it have to be always like this?

what is SO different about me and other people?

why is it that the people who treat me nice have to "leave" me?

cant you guys stay?

why do you guys keep changing?

or do you think i'm the one who keeps changing?

my heart ache for everyone of you who left me.

esp. you.

your love gives me wings.

simple.
loving.
cheerful. (:

to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.