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Sunday, June 29, 2008

30june08
12:47pm

finished my IS for today.
:D

flash app is quite funnn.
hahas.

assignment 2 is make a digital photo album.
i made one with 3 pics of my sem1 family members!!!
:DDD

but i dont think can put here in my blog.
LOL.

feeling damn hungry noww.
with tall shawn in library.
he later 2pm go lecture,
i think i go home.

pasar malam square square omelette.
yeah.
AIM AIM.
lol.

i havent do tutorials.
and am in no mood to do em.
not motivated to bring em out and read or do.

lol.
heard the news.
like finally.
erms.
not good.

lol.
nvm lors.

why make my own life miserable doing things that cause other's troubles?

there's no need.

yah.

**** IT.

i dont care liao.

you better stay away from me.

if i can forget one,
i'm sure i can forget another.

i guess we are just nt fated to be.
=]

Y9:44 PM

29june08
10:46pm

gonna head to bed soon.

LOL.
LOL.
LOL.

i never do my tutorials.

LOL.
LOL.
LOL.

ARHHHHHHH.
so sian.

today met up with my BELOVED cousin,
ahshing!
lol.
was suppose to go gym.

BUT.
i overslept.

LOL.

so in the end,
we went to the library instead.
lol.

had lunch.
pasta mania meal shared.
tomatoes!
:D

den go library.
wahhh.
really damn long i never go touch books at the bookshelves.
LOL.
and i borrowed 2!
hahahas.

i wonder if i can finish them.
since i lost my interest in reading for like so long already.
=/

den yeahh.
3pm.
ahshing left go meet bf.
T.T
left me alone behind.
and i didnt feel like going home.

ONE BIG 4 WALL SQUARE.
i dont wanna stay inside.
lol.
thats what i was thinking back den.

sat at mosburger.
one hr.
drinking iced milk tea (m).
stonning.
den look in my contacts.
called like 10+ over ppl.
all cannot meet me.

some say lazy come.
some say not free.
some never pick up phone call.
=/

sians.

den i just sat there and read 2 chapters of the book i borrowed.
'Marianne Dreams.'
its quite nice.
borrowed it from the 10-12yrs section.
LOL.

if i can have a pencil like her den good lahhh.
whatever she draws will appear in her dreams.
den i can draw all the good things.
and dont want to wake up.
=X

okay whatever.
lol.
I AM BACK TO READING!
lol.

but.
what abt tutorials.
LOL.
x.x

wells.
den after one hr at mosburger.
go walk around cwp alone.
go kiddy palace.
go mini toons.
go giftaname.
go metro toys section.
go action city.

i like toys.
:D
happy.

den bought a micky mouse and minnie mouse jigsaw at mini toons.
lol.
i wonder when i can finish.
500 pieces.
my record was 300+?
lol.
when i was young lahhhs.

den up until 6++,
shuqi aiai den reached.
den we met,
go foodcourt eat.
dumpling soup~
FAV.

lol.

den go buy bubble tea.
passion fruit milk tea.

8++ den reach home.
lol.
okay 11:17 le.
going bed.

OKAY.
I WAS ANGRY.
BUT FRIENDS STOOD UP FOR YOU.
lol.

so i guess.
i am nt angry anymore.
whatever.

what you thinking.
what you thinking.
what you thinking?

i think if you dont feel the same way as me.
and give me cold shoulder somemore.
i will give up le.

i know i am nt like suppose to expect anything.
lol.
cause u r nt yet my bf.
lol.

BUT WHATEVER LAHHHH.
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

dont care le lahs.
=/

Y7:43 AM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

28june08
3:42pm

just finished reading an email,
my cousin sent it to me.
its from a china citizen who drew comics on the touching and sad stories of the 5.12 earthquake.

i cried.
its really damn sad.
why stupid earthquake has to happen!
i cant imagine how did they manage to survive,
how they actually gave their life to protect other ppl.

=/

so yah.
back to my originated idea of blogging.
is abt yesterday.
after school,
went to shuqi aiai's bday party.
HAPPY 18TH BDAY AIAI!
=]

all i can really remember is there were ALOT of ppl.
a BIG mango cake.
nothing much else.
LOL.
cause there werent activities.
was so bored.
esp. when i dont know alot of them there.

and bday girl was so busy,
didnt get to talk to her alot either.
lol.
T.T

was really stonning.
until aiai's relatives left,
den we all finally sat in her living room.
so hard to start a game.
-.-
cause keep having ppl wanna go home.
den they didnt just go.
delay here delay there.
-.-
but oh wells.
den we all played murderer.
LOL.

i dont know how to blink one eye.
LOL.
i kill ppl they dont know they dead.
lol.
cause i blink 2 eyes.
LOL.

but by the end of the game, i got improve lah.
LOL.
more ppl know they're dead.
LOL.

den all slack around.
sit around.

oh yah.
shuqi's younger sister!
she really damn cute.
LOL.
took pic with her.
you know,
she's so cute.
i look at her, she laugh.
LOL.

then mark and daryl were like
why you laugh at her?
cause you see her face and u find her funny huhs.
LOL.
eh what.
no lors.
maybe because i danced on the webcam with shuqi before.
and she saw.
or something.
LOL.

hahahas.
den yahh.
last entertainment was daryl playing the GUITAR.
wooot.
qing fei de yi~~
lovesss*

den it was already 1am.
no more bus.
LOL.
walked home with dar dar ying and her bf eric.
mark,david,daryl and wei loong split with us at a point.

and so.
ying and eric ride their bike.
and i walked.
it took us 45mins before i reached home.
LOL.

thank god they accompany me.
or else i think i'll die.
at first i dont even know where to walk.
cause i've never been to that area before.

and to a point huhs.
admirately mrt.
i need to go over to the other side.
and that means the bridge.
bikes cant go on bridges.
-.-
so i had to go over ALONE.

that time was already 1+++am lahhhh.
den although is got lights.
but there were NOBODY around.
MY GOD.

T.T
so scared.

and i ran like crazy.
really is RUN all the way.
lol.
-.-
stupid eh.
why i so scared.
-.-

ahhh anyways.
LOL.
met them over at the other side.
and soon i reached home.

last night 2++am writing my diary on my bed.
LOL.

today morning i woke up.
12noon to be exact.
i was thinking.
i never write my diary mehs?
cause i remember like i didnt write alot of the things that happened yesterday.
but i got write arh~
cause i got bring my diary on the bed and i got write!
LOL.

sat up.
see the book open beside me.
on the floor beside me.
LOL.
den i go read.
LOL.

i think i fell asleep writing.
LOL.

i was lying on my PEN.
lol!

and i fell asleep when i wrote abt us meeting tall shawn and gary for lunch.
LOL.
write till lunch jiu fell asleep le.
-.-
LOUSY.
lol.

and right.
i remember i was writing sitting up.
i wonder how i lie down and sleep and wake up like i always do.
no weird positions or what.
LOL.

sit up also can sleep.
maybe dad came in off air con and help me lie down and sleep.
NO FEELINGS AT ALL.
lol.
-.-
PIG.

-.-

alright den..

last is abt you.
no doubt i was a little disappointed.
but i guess if i were you,
i would be asleep like a dead log.
so i guess i cant blame you.

not everyone is as alert as everyone.
=X

but you....
IS CAN BLAME DE LORS.
GRRRR.

alright den.
i will do my tutorials man!!
lol.
yeah..
gonna do EM.
YES.

Y12:37 AM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

26june08
9pm

lol.
actually now 10pm le.
LOL.
wanted to start blogging at 9,
but was chatting with cousin on webcam,
and other friendsss in msn,
and going blog shopsss seee seee look look,
now 10+ already.

LOL.

wahssssss.
so tired.
gonna go bed early tonight!
HEHEHE.

lol.
today mood is GOOOD.

I FEEL GOOD~
TA TA TA TA TA TA TA.
lol!

though i didnt do tutorials last night.
and i went to class empty handed todayy.
HAHAHAS.
and was still rushing to type the FIT presentation thing.
in the end,
luck was on my side~

today no fit "surprise" test.
no fit presentation.
no checking of tutorial hws.
HAHAHAHAHAS.
XD

den i didnt fail my COSTACC!
woohoo.
31/50.
good enough for me.
HAHAHAHAAS.

and den class outing.
WOOOOOOT.
so cool.
i love class outings.
:DDD
so mani ppl all go out together~~

we went railway mall subway for lunchh!
hahahas.
i shared a foot long with sihui,
OVEN ROASTED CHICKEN BREAST.
:DD
MMMMMMMMMMMM.
=PP

and had cookies too.
:D

and i took pics of everyone!!
hahahahas.
we managed to get everyone to sit together.
it wouldnt be considered a class outing if steph they all sat 3 tables away from us.
HEHE.

so cool.
den go back sch IFA lecture.
sihui,chienwen,elizaberth.
ALL PANG SEI ME.
T.T
all went home.
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
saddd.

so went back with sean,pearlyn and tao lian.
and evelyn they all took friend's cars back to sch.
=]]
and IFA lecture is so funn.
LOL.
machiam market.
=X
hahahas.
me sean cindy and kader sat at the back of the lecture hall today.
first time sit so behind sehhh.
hahahas.
den steph they all even went to walk around sch,
get food den come back.
HAHHHAS.

pokka green tea.
and chocolate covered strawberries~
LOL.
hahahas.

den after IFA lecture,
cindy got cca,
gary staying back for band,
so i went off with sean and kader.
LOL.
kader.
sean so bad.
make him take bus on the other side.
den he has to change back and sit back again.
-.-

and den kader took a bus on the opposite side back to where he came from.
-.-
lol.
den me and sean took mrt.
MY GOSHH.
mrt evening time really faster.

gonna take mrt more i think.
LOL.
1 hr reach woodlands already ehhh!

and got a EMBARRASSING encounter on the mrt with sean around.
-.-!!!!
and he yeeeee so loud.
MY GODD.
throw my face.
lol.
T.T

so yeah.
gonna head to bed soon.
hehe.

you made me damn happy today.
LOL.
although when i told a friend,
she said i am like abit childish.
small things also happy.
LOL.

but who cares.
I AM HAPPY.
=P

of course there were times you made me siann diaoo.
=/
lol.
but yeah overall,
was a good day.
hehehe.

heard a piece of news.
wonder if its good or bad.
=/
I HOPE ITS SOMETHING GOOD. :D

Y5:56 AM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

25june08
11:30pm

my god.
so mani sway things happened to me today.
you might think they're minor.
but when they all come together,
it just makes you damnnnn dulan.
grrrrr.

today early morning just wake up mummy scold me again.
-.-

kaoss.
damn sian.
she recently really arh.
anything and everything she also scold.
think is cause she kept going to work in that STUPID shop.
make her easily upset cause she always stuff inside that shop.
damnit.

den when i was closing the door before i go off to sch,
i dropped my psp!
and cause the earphones were in my ears,
the drop pulled em off and one side cracked open!
can see the wiresss.
MY GOSHH.
luckily it didnt spoil.
-.-

den rainnnn when i was going sch.
okay lahs,
this one nt so sway.
cause i didnt fall down or anything.
lol.

den had misunderstanding with cindy aiai in IFA class.
=/
i didnt mean to.
it really wasnt intentional.
i am sorry.
=/

damn upset abt her.
cause she like not happy with me or something.
or is it just.. she no mood?
=/
i hope its just because she no mood.

i cant forget how she just walk away.
didnt wanna stop to talk to me anymore.
she just wanna leave QUICKLY to meet her friend.
=/
haix.

DAMN IT LAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

grrrrr.

den just slack,
sit in canteen1 with jackjack and steph.
siansss.
why am i so not productive?
why never do hw!
now cant sleep.
cause i have to do em!
-.-

den after jackjack left,
me and steph walked over to library to find sean.
i walked there already,
they both say they need to go off.
O.O

stunned.
steph wanna go meeting.
sean wanna go sports complex for cca.
-.-

so walked back again.
-.-

den met up with priscilla(scc) to get limin's bday present.
lol.
our plan onli succeed half.
lol.
we drew her a BIG PURPLE card.
lol.

HAPPY BDAY LIMIN! :D

den went scc.
maybe it was too cold.
or something.
den even after gary turned down the air con,
still cold.
go out den warm.
-.-

den i got headache on the left side of my head.
-.-
used fist to hit it,
so hardd arh,
i dizzy.
-.-
but it still didnt help.
haix.

now feeling better.
phew.
i dont want eat panadols.
T.T

today didnt mean to make you so paiseh one.
lol.
sorry arh.
but still.
glad that u replied me.
:DD

didnt expect you to.....
=P
happy.

now nt so happy.
lol.
need to do FIT things.
siaooooo.
need to do what ppt to recap with the class last chap we went through.
-.-

and tutorials.
wthhhh.
now 11:51 and my eyes are like so dryyy.
haixx.
who tell me dont do....

orh bi.
=/

Y8:27 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

24june08
11:31pm

x.x
gonna start tutorialsss.

T.T

hmm.
could have reached home earlier today.
but i itchy butt.
ask my cousin come fetch me.
in the end,
ended up being a longer route.
cause she delayy.
den she bring me and her sis, easter
to cwp to get things.
-.-

so by the time i took dinner at the shop,
and walked home,
and bathed,
was 9pm.
O.O

just sat down to sing karaoke,
causeeee really very moodyyyy.
singing really helpss.

after like 3 songs.
steph and jacklyn called me.
LOL.
thanks girlss.
=]]
though the time we spent talking for so long,
it didnt helpp much.
lol.
=/

omgg.
i wanna sing songssss.
T.T
kbox kbox~

lol.
hugging my brownie teddy!
and my petal(the korea pink dress teddy) and my piglet with me too!
i've got company.
=]]

might bring em to sch tml.
LOL.
need company..
=]]

try to do tutorials and sleep early.
dont wanna dozeoff in class.
LOL.

tml lunch sure fun!
cause join lunch with tall shawn,short sean and glenn~
hahahas.
jokers seh..
=X

feeling better now.
at least better than just now in the afternoon.
cause i told myself to let go of the past.
let go of you.
=/

night ppl!

Y8:29 AM

24june08
3:52pm

in school.
in myspace,
with cindy aiai.
=]

wholeeeee day nt feeling too good.
=/

saw things i shouldnt have seen.
and its just fated i have to see all these.
and come to many conclusions.

the conclusions has been in my head revolving from morning to now.
i saw em and i dont feel good.
in fact, i feel BADDD.
:/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/

and poof you went missing all of a sudden.
.....

has been laughing all day at every little thing.
but even laughs cant chase those thoughts away.
maybe just kept them at bay,
watching them attack my camp outside the wall of my castle.

went games room with the girlss,
cindy,
pda,
steph,
jacklyn,
yvonne&
evelyn.

and we played jungle speed~
two rounds onli and its time for their meetings.
awwww.
how i wish we can all stay together and play.
den sean go out with friends,
tall shawn dont wanna join us,
so me and cindy came to myspace.
she do tutorials.
and i waste time.

i dun wanna be alone now.
and i cant be alone now.
cause if i dont talk,
i think i will break down.
=/

ARHHHHHHHHHHH.

let go bahs.
i think i'll let go.

since its the memories that's been clutching on to me.
which are no longer the same.
they are just memories.
you are not the same person as you used to be.
okay maybe its just,
you dont treat me the same anymore.

cause you are scared?
cause you dont like me anymore?
cause you like someone else now?
cause you find more things that are more impt in ur life?

what is on ur mind?
do you know or not?
how do u feel?

do you have anything to tell me?
or you are just gonna continue ignoring the truth?

all i can say is.
i miss you.
the old you.

i miss the time when you find me.. impt? in ur life.
i miss the time when i can go look for you and you will definitely be there for me with a smile.
i miss the time when we are close.
i miss the time you.. cherished? me.

AIYA. I MISS YOU LA.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
=/

i am nt gonna tell u how i feel.
because that will make things worse.
since u dont feel anything for me anymore.
or maybe u never felt anything special for me all along.

so dont worry.
i think i'll just leave u alone.
i will try not to depend on you anymore.
i will try to get used to you nt being around in my life.
i will try to let go and dunn think abt you anymore.

byebye.

Y12:49 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008

23june08
9:07pm

hmmmm.
school reopen.
first day of sch.
is IS day,
so flashh app today.

i totally regret,not choosing my IS classes with friends.-.-
seriously i forgot that IS classes should choose with friends as well.
den i just choose anyhow.
was lucky last term,at least got a few friends i know in the same class.

this term,its GG.

have to make friends all over again.and they are all so quiet...-.-
and more than half of the class are actually boys!!!-.-
oh wells.was damn frustrated at first when i got lost doing the egs.
-.-
lol.
angry daooooo wanna scold bad words.
lol.

who tell me to chat on msn,thought can multi-task?
LOL.

in the end sort of can figure out.
and finished my first 6% assignment.
quite cool~
i made a car bang a tree and the apples fall from the tree.
hahahahahahas.

so yeahhh.
submitted den go find steph,evelyn,jacklyn&yvonne at blk 56.
yvonne left and the rest of us go canteen3 for lunchh.

den evelyn left.
den me, steph and jacklyn go library sit and chat so much.
hehe.
suppose to do tutorials arhhh.
but lol.
we can understand each other's pain and moodiness.
like finally i found girls who talk abt the same things as i do.
=]

den jacklyn also left,
left me and stephh.
suppose to go gym with ryan and sean.
but saddddd.
i never go for gym orientation before.
and i cant go gym if i havent went through orientation.
-.-
in the end,
ryan went in himself,
and me and steph waited for sean to come.
he come he also go in gymmm. -.-
but okay at least he got keep coming out to sit with us.
lol.

saddd.
den sat around.
and walked around with stephh.
soon it was 5pm.
orientation was 530pm.
so yeah stayed.
lol.
seann went off to his track&field also.
and by 525pm,
we are already like half asleep after lying on the bench for quite a whileee.

so we didnt go in when they started orientation!
tried our luck and asked.
hahahahas.
he thought we not punctual.
LOL.
and cause they were already half way through,
cant already.
=[

sorry stepphhh.
make u didnt get to go runnn.
=[

and yeahh took me like 2hrs to reach home.
-.-
hatee the long journey back ALONE.
=/

hmmmm.
you arhs.
nearly made me cry today.
-.-
at first when you talked to me like that,
i felt so baddd i nearly teared.
-.-
luckily never.
or you sure get a scare of ur life.

luckily you didnt go badd all the way.
still abit nice of you.
=]

but you know,
lol.
seeing u treating other girlsss good,
dont feel very good.
=/

and this afternoon,
after the chat with steph and jacklyn,
got the sudden urge to tell you how i feel.
LOL.
but yeah controlled.
LOL.

or maybe you people will see me on the newspaper headlines tml for suicide.
lol.

causeee.
its 99.99% you will say 'i dunlike you'
T.T
and i dont wanna scare you away.
lol.

wells.
if i ever go confess to you,
what will ur reaction be?
will you give me a chance?

steph told me to think properly,
like what she always do,
that whether you are a person who can be easily replaced.
maybe all i need is just a person to accompany me.
and anyone can be that person.

but after thinking.
nopeee.
you cant be replaced.
you are no longer just a crush.
i like you already.

you cause my mood to change due to ur actions and words,
your prescence makes me feel comfortable.
i like to be around you.
i like to know everything abt you.

and all i wishhh.
is for you to feel the same way.

Y6:03 AM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

omgg. wait till around the back of the videoo.

if i ever have the chance to sit on a grass field filled with pinwheels everywhere with the guy i like, i think i will be damn touched.
loveeee wangzibianqingwa~

Y6:14 AM

22june08
5:53pm

yesterday my aunty came back from korea.
so after work had to go her house see them a while.
and it was like 1am when i reached home.
lol.

wells.
i saw their pics!
so cool!
i am so going to jeju teddy bear museum!!!!!
hahas.
and my baby cousin bought me a pink teddy bear from the museum.
just abit bigger than my piglet.
:DDD
piglet's new friend.
:D

and yapp,
yesterday last day of work at the shop le.
LOL.
like finally.
today i got to sleep as long as i want w/o having the alarm to wake me up.
hehe!
:DD

i am gonna change my blog song.
HAHAHAS.
i was watching wei wo du zhun repeat on channel u just now.
cause i missed it that day.
and its not like i am abit interested in any of the contestants.
it was just because WANG SHAO WEI was one of the 7 judges!!!!!
hehe.
and wang ren fu got to perform with him.
they sang two songs.
seriously i dont like the welcome to beijing.
lol.
their eng not good.
den like funny.
well anyways, the second song was yue er guang guang.
OMGGG.
wangshaowei got the chance to sing so much!!!!
hehe!!
they used to be like sunxiezhi and wangrefu sing all the main parts and wangshaowei onli used to get to rap or something.
although okays, wangshaowei arent a good singer.
but omg!! he sang!!
hahahas.
and his high pitchh note was wooooot!
LOVESSS!
hehe.
:DDDD
so yeah u guessed it.
changing the blog song to yue er guang guang asap!
:DD

hmmm.
today suppose to be class outing.
-.-
at first onli 5 ppl confirm can.
den pda cannot.
den evelyn this morning can.
onli left me, steph and ryan.
-.-
so in the end, steph called it off as well.

but nvm...
there's always next time!
maybe tml after IS we gonna chill together.
hehe.
:D
loveeeee class outings!

yue er guang guang is currently the fav song!!!
WANGSHAOWEI!!!
:DDDD
he's really like very qiao cui cause he's like so busy all this while.
=/
like old liao.
though he is old lahs.
-.-
still my favvv!!
so wanna make friends with him.
LOL.
=XX

and uploading a few pics taken during the BORED AND FREE time at the shopp.
lol.
got one is me standing in a rice plastic bag.
lol.
just cut open and took out the 10 packets of rice.

and another one is the mac dinner me and my cousins had.
damn big onion ring!!
lol.
from the feast of fury!
hahahas.
as big as me eye.
=P

now its you again.
haiya.
you arhs.
why u suddenly cold again.
wo de tianss.
den like back to the akward situation after 2 days of close-ness and happiness.
=/
it didnt last.
haixxx.
maybe i should just let go.
let nature take its course.
hahahas.
but aiyaaaa.
how to just let go like this.
very hard u know.
arghhhhh.

but just wanna say.
those 2 days i was so happy.
lol.
cause you are like back abit.
but yeah,
ABIT.
-.-
and gone now.
sianss.
lol.

i read some emails in the past before,
and i remember the analysis is like,
when i like someone arhs..
i tend to go ahead and tell him.
O.O
lol and they get scared or akward,
and they might get irritated and hate me.
O.O

are you irritated?
do you hate me?

-addicted to ur prescence.

Y2:47 AM

Friday, June 20, 2008

20june08
11:59pm

woot.
one more min to 12am tonight~

so sleepy already.
tml is last day of work whole day at shop!
like finally.
but.

that also means.
SCHOOL IS STARTING ONCE AGAIN.
=/

lol.
and if it wasnt stephanie from my class who email-ed ifa tutorial allocation to everyone,
i totally thought.
there's no tutorials to be done during this break!!!
O.O
serious.

and its like tml work.
sun going out with friends.
where's the slot to do my tutorials?
SHIT.
-.-

i wanted a new fresh start for term2 one lehs.
HAIX.
lol.

okay whatever,
now's nt the time to get paranoid yet.
LOL.
relax~~~~

=P

hmmm.
blessing in disguise today.
lol.
=PP

you made me damn happy today.
hehe.

i hopeee this really lasts..
as i feel u r finally coming back.
=P

guess you are tired tonight.
hehe.
nevermind,
there's always time everyday.
:DDD

i'm gonna look through my tutorials stuff and go to bed soon.
hehe.

night ppl!
:D

Y8:54 AM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

19june08
12:04am

yo!

lol.

super hyper.
though my eyes are all blur and really needs a rest now.
lol.

stupid cousin weijie spread me flu in shop yesterday.
cant stop sneezing and had a runny nose yesterday night.
and even till now,
i feel very cold.
T.T

i dont want fall sick.
cause i dont want eat PANADOLS.
over my dead body.
lol.
T.T

hmmmmm.
today is just another day at work.
got to go pasar malam in the afternoon cause my jiejie was at the shop.
and she knows how to drive.
hehe.
so we went cwp to da bao pasar malam food~
i got rambly burger!
:DD

den mummy say no dinner for me cause i ate pasar malam food.
and that's fattening.
-.-
so onli got to drink red bean soup and eat abit of my cousin's dinner.
LOL.
i kop one.
HAHAAS.
=X

den yeahh.
customers lesser and lesser.
so the sales are getting lesser and lesser each day.
O.O
today even get to close shop at zhun zhun 10pm.
lol.

working at the shop is siann.
cause u are stuck in there for the whole day.
and u cant do anything much.
its just eat, sit, do stuff around in the shop.

but today was special.
HEHE.
so happy.

was feeling bored and den thought of you.
so sms-ed you.
and.
you replied!!!
hehe.
:DDD

was smiling from end to end whenever u reply me back.
and i held on to my phone,
in case i didnt hear the ringtone and missed your sms and cant reply u.
=P

you have started to initiate topics with me.
:DDDDDD
so happy!!!
cause i can see the old you again.
=P

i hope this actually lasts..
:D

hehe.

cause without love,
life is like the seasons with no summer,
without love~
love is rock and roll without a drummer.
darling i'll be yours forever,
cause i never wanna be
without love~
darling never set me free,
no no no.
no i arent lying.
never set me freee,
no no no~

hehe.
that's fav in hairspray.
in the mood now.
hehe.
=P

Y8:59 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

18june08
11:40pm

LOL.

it was all misunderstanding.

LOL.

=P

werent referring to me.
HEHE.

:DDD

Y8:37 AM

18june08
11:14pm

haix.
wanted go talk to you once i logged on.
but your nick.
=/

i guess you dont like me and doesnt want me to bother you or something.
=//
but if i dont think it's important to me, i wouldn't hold on.

YOU are important to me.

i want the old you back.
but i guess its not possible.
=/

cause you actually didnt feel the same way all along.
and now that you have a new-er environment and not just us,
you are not bothered with me anymore.
=/

and that girl.

=[

haix.
nvmmm.

i wanna tell you how i feel.
but i think the results are really expected.
nothing will happen.
and who knows,
maybe you'll feel akward and we'll NEVER ever talk again.
=/

will you ever like me?
will you ever hold my hand?
will you ever touch my forehead gently?
will you ever lie under the stars with me?

=/

bye ppl.
got work tml.
=/

Y8:09 AM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

17june08
11:19pm

hey hey!
=]

welcome to my blogg.
LOL.

hmmm.
today at shop quite slackkk.
same thing not much ppl.
and cousin was sleeping.
i got to use his lappie.
:DDDD

played maple!!
hahahas.
and because there werent much customers,
i got to play and i even level upp!
:D
lvl 32 already.
like finally.
-.-

so yeahh.
another day spent there.
LOL.

and my god.
i left my hp in the shoppp.
T.T
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
so ppl if i didnt reply you,
sorry arhss!
T.T

hmmmm.
i realise i eat when i am feeling okay and when i am sadd.
LOL.
maybe difference is..

i stufff myself with food when i am sadd.
and i wont stop when i am full.

i have a good appetite when i am feeling normal.
and i eat alot.
and i dont know when i'm full.
LOL!!!

so yeahh.
i am worse than kungfu panda.
LOL.

ta08!!!
class outing at zoo/sentosa this sun please!!!
T.T
please go...
=/
or its byebye to my holidaysss.
T.T
lols.

alright den..
gamesss and msn abit.
den BEDTIME!

:D

Y8:16 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

16june08
11:11pm

sleepy sleepy.
hahas.

one full day at the shop.
-.-

cousin slept from the time i reached till like 5pm.
lols.

me and mummy tend the shopp lors.
actually also quite okay lahss.
quite slack.
cause dont know why,
very little customers.
LOL.

and one big rainpour in the afternoon just made it even worse.
LOL.

wells.
today is my cousin's 18th bday!
hahas.
sad casee.
cause he has to stay in the shopp on his 18th bday.
O.O

but yeah.
got me, his sis, and my mother celebrate with him.
HEHE.
at first i forgot.
den his sis remind me.
den i ran out and bought a cake.
hehe.

so yeahhh.
at least we celebrated his 18th bday with him.
=]]

soon its gonna be bedtime.
and early early work tml.
=]]
be positive and it can be fun.
:D

and my piglet is back home! with meeee.
hehe.
:DDD

this morning,
when i'm like confirmed abt that thing..
my mind cant stopp thinking.
abt you.
and etc.

i brushhhed my teeth till i bleed.
-.-

and i was so dazed.
keep staring into space.
and i grab chipmores and ate it when i walked to the shop.
i cant taste it.
my hand just keep stuffing them in my mouth.
=/
kungfu panda definitely my relative.
-.-
we eat when we are sadd.

felt really lousy.
and it was like earlyyyy in the morning.
thought it was gonna be a bad day.
but i found that friendsss,
just by talking to me.
can make my mood better.
somehow.
=]

so was much better.

was bathing just now.
still thinking abt u.
i wanna tell you.

dont wish and hope for something far.
cause someone near you likes you alot.
she wanna get ur attention.
she wanna be around you.
she wanna talk to you everyday.
she wanna hang out with you everyday.
she wanna be beside you when you are tired or down.
she wanna be somebody in your life.
she wanna be with you.

the world is so weird.
when one likes another,
that someone will not like him/her back.
and as time pass.
and he/she leaves,
that someone den realise.
he/she had fell in love with that person.
and upon realising that,
that person has already moved on in his/her life.
=/

i dont think my feelings for you will fade so soon.
but it will one day.
wells.
currently.
its hurting me.
its no fun to be on the side of liking someone who doesnt like u.
its really no fun at all.
cause my mood changes as ur tone/attitude towards me change.

and its just sad that feelings cant be forced.
and you'll never like me.
ever.
=/

wishing for that miracle.
for you to like me back before its all too late.
=/

for now,
you can be sure.
someone is in love with you.
=/

Y8:07 AM