it feels like my intestines are all tied up together. and they pull here and thereeeee. T.T
pain... but dearie's in camp. and he cant even use his phone today. because hes got a shooting test till like midnight ):
oh well. i will get better soooon.
i didnt message dearie today. at all.
pretty upset. and frustrated about everything for the past one week +.
and not being able to contact dearie much, and even if we do, the little things that dearie has to tell me..... is most probably the biggest part of it all.
):
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ): been moody for like near to a week now. ):
i hope when i see dearie, things might change back to normal again. and there wont be this frown on my face anymore.
btw... i think i most probably will.
like very happy to seeee him again.
very tired.... ):
and all i feeeeel. is ))))))))))))))):
i hate this): i hope things really can get better. ):
seanie tan wei liang.
im gonna go hug seanie now. i actually doze off on my chair. o.o
dreadddddfulll amount of work again tml, and i have to speed up everything, cause its payment week again ):
but i will not get to leave this place. until i get a new one. a secure one. ):
oh well, *hug seanie baby and rock forward and backwards* night night...
tired eyes wanna closeeee.
Y7:09 AM
skyward
your love gives me wings.
her
simple.
loving.
cheerful.
(:
destined
to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.
