actually december is the month of the whole year that i really like. because there is this occasion called christmas. and there will be so many christmas trees, decorations, from shiny, to classic nutcracker style,
and with the familiar christmas jolly songs playing in shopping malls etc,
it just gotta be my fav month of the year.
but this year. ive felt so many times when i look at myself and at the time of the month.
my months have never passed as fast as what had happened during my stay at this job.
it took away alot of my time. and before i know it, ive been there working for 1 year and 3 months since the day i stepped in to report being an IA. haha.
i hate to believe i actually spent my whole 19 years old working my ass off. lol.
in something i dun quite know if i like or not.
i just feeel kinda wasted when i think back. and well me and my colleague has chosen to finally make our move too (: so it'll be really over soon (:
anyways, that isnt the main point of this blogpost.
ive decided to dedicate my blogposts to my dearie, seanie tan wei liang for this period of time. because hes away serving NS, and as much as i wish i could involve him in my life, we cant.
and so this can serve as a catchup for him. (:
2nd night of hid fieldcamp. no call no sms. im still hanging on alright.
hahaha, but i dont think its any longer. :x
i pray that it will not rain anymore for the whole of this week. or my poor dearie has to sleep in the mud ):
and i pray that hes careful, and safe from harm out in this fieldcamp...
and to be immune to germs and whatever not, so he wont fall sick!
(:
im wearing your jacket now(: its like so warm and fuzzy. because it makes me feeel you around.
just like when i hold the necklace around my neck. i feeeel so calmed... and soothing... (:
and btw. the track and field jacket, its softer than the sailing one hehehe. : D
the jacket really keeps me warm. both outside and the inside. deep down(:
and seaniee baby, hes accompanying me when you're not around(: hees.