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Monday, November 08, 2010

08Nov'10
10:47pm

dedicating this post to a honey bunny cuteeee lil boy.
seanie tan wei liang.
who is going to serve his NS starting from this thurs.
(:

im writing this when you're running!
hehehehe.

well, firstly i would like to apologise for losing my cool just now when we met up.
trust me, i felt really cramped.
wanna angry or upset also dun know.
and i was so afraid of making you upset or angry.
hahahaa.

im always like that when i get angry or upset.
i dun know what to do.
cause letting out and blast,
will be unreasonable and bitchy or etc.

but i cant control and still smile.
LOL.

so that face you saw is the best i can make out of.
LOL!!

sorry dearie(:
seriously.

and thanks for still trying to cheer me up back there.
and giving me time to settle down and talk to you.

and well.
i would like to make a post here to remember the days and nights we spent together the last weekend!

it feels so sweeeeeet.
it feels so like it can last forever,
it feels so like it is still gonna happen today, later, or tomorrow.

but of course, it doesnt.
):

but i guess these 4 days is all i can hold on to and use to remember(:
until we have more.
(:
will have one right? (:

let me summarise all the things i missed currently.
they may not come in sequence. hehehehe.
here goes.

djmax, max-comboing.
megaminddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!
ilumaa.
cudddleeeeeeeeeeeesss first and last thing of each day~~~
pastamania. hahahahha!
bunbun and nini.
bus ride home.
preparing to go out together~~~

seeing you first thing in the morning and closing my eyes seeing your face, and with you near.

your prescence,
your nonsenese.
your act cuteeeeeeeeee patterns. :p

hehehe.
many many more.

thanks for spending the weekend with me dearie.
this long long one.
will stay with me in my heart and mind(:

and aiya.
you see lah.

never take photos.
its like.

never even took one.
):

now cant dedicate one pic for this post ):
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

dearieeee.
promise that we will take more photos next time and in the futureeeeeeeeeeeee alright?
:D
hehehehe.

PINKY PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

dearieee.
i really hope you really think im the good sticky.
and believe i wont be a bad gf to you.

hearing you say it out just now.
really makes me happy and touched i guess.
it made my eyes wet! (:

hehehe.

double eyelidddddddddddddddds.
:p

dearieeeeee arh........
i dun know if im gonna be okay when you're in NS.
away for that three weeks.

for now,
i believe i can hold on and stay strong.
just like you want me to.

but i really dont know.

i guess we'll just wait and seeeee yah.
heheheehe.
im sure i'll be fine.

cause you left SEANIE to keep me company! (((((:
hehehehe.

and dearieee.
lastly before i end this post.
i really mean it when i say,
the only meaningful things that i feeel i do each day now is all about you.

its like.
i feeeel like my sole purpose and meaning in life,
is my partner.

and thats you now.
right?
(:

i wish in time,
we will have our own freedom.
to spend alone time together as and when we want em.
(:

and that we are in control of whatever we do.
and that we do not have to care about bidding them when we feeeel like doing things.
(:

dearieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
love you love you love you.
(:

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