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Friday, February 05, 2010

5Feb2010
11.22pm

hey.

been long since i came here.

thought i wanna come update for awhile.

my life's changing.
growing up and fully taking over the responsibilities of an adult very very soon.

my internship ends on 12Feb, which is just 5 more working days.
and my final submissions of everything on 22feb would mark the end of my poly years.

fast huh?

but im continuing to work at the place,
so im getting a job.

gotta work hard.

been thinking abt what steps to take in my life.

and ive come to this conclusion.

i will work here and take up short enrichment courses on accounting until july this year.
i heard july is the take in for ACCA.

i have until june to decide if i wanna continue in this profession.

most prob yes.

ive always have the interest but i guess the environment of the job doesnt suit me very well.

of course,
i will learn to live it well.

so i will most prob study ACCA part time while on the job,

and continue working in accounting for like 10-15 years?

in between i will take up other courses,
in my other interest.
kids.

maybe an early childhood course.
and dancesport classes. (:

so after like 10-15 years,
when im stable,
i might move on to my next job that suits my character more.

and one day,
when my parents are no longer with me,
i will move to somewhere beautiful out there,
far from singapore.

i will live my life there.

stay there happily,
have a meaningful or at least decent job that im happy in,
enjoy the peaceful and calm life every single day.

learning to be happy from all the little things in nature.

that means the place must be somewhere off town.
right?

and i will spend one happy, sweet and calming life with one who i share my heart with.

my mum said im a dreamer to think this way.
and that i shouldnt think like that.

someone told me ive got to believe that there are no fairytales in this world.
and that after a few more years,
i would believe in what he said.

im not 100% sure that its gonna be easily achieved.

but this is my dream.
my ultimate goal in life.

and i will take any chance that comes by to fulfil this dream.
(:

and so.
i was just thinking abt..
WHERE?

and i found myself googling.
i googled FORKS.

lol.

yes twilight forks.

from the show,
its a perfect place.

but maybe a little too wet and cold for me.

there are places to stay,
with the houses along each street,
people living just next door,

the forest and the beach is beautiful.
perfect places.

and there are shopping malls too,
with the movie theatres.
so i still get to shop and watch movies with my friends when i feel like it.
(:

quite an ideal place,
and who knows.
i might find my edward cullen there too.
haha.

so thats abt it for today's post.
(:

take care people!

and always remember to keep ur heart open. and willing to love.
dun be changed by the devouring environment we're in. (:

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