i was reminded of my blog yesterday. but didnt have the feel to come blog.
today ive got somethings to talk about (:
well firstly, i went to my couzzie's house today. quite late actually. (first half of the day was in bed, totally beat)
didnt have any appetite today. couldnt eat much.
so just anyhow eat abit.
den she asked us to watch movie. me, her and her bf.
this movie is from Japan. the name is Sky of Love.
catchy name isnt it? (:
so we watched.
its a nice show. and yes i did cry too. lol.
its a love story. about this girl.
they shared this love together.. the kind that is true i guess. (:
the guy was very sweeeet. but den after a yr like that, he got terminal cancer.
): right?
and he made the girl hate him. so that she would move on and wouldnt be sad when he's dead one day.
so they broke up. and they were not together for like one yr plus.
):
until one day she finally know why he didnt want to stay with her from a friend of his.
her bf then was kinda poor thing. but was really nice to have let her go. knowing that she loves the first guy dearly.
luckily.. they got to spend his last days together...
its a very touching story.... (:
and in case ur wondering why the movie is called sky of love, its because.
the girl always described him as a river. that always move forward. gushing through.
but the guy always told her. he wants to be like the sky. so that,
no matter where the girl is, he will always be able to see her and find her. (:
and now when the girl misses him , she would look at the sky.. and think about all that they had. (:
tml... is another work day.
well. i dun wanna deny. but the me now. am just going to work and finishing the stuff. because i have to.
i dread it when monday comes. and that i can only really rest down on fri night...
and currently. i lost even the little sense of comfort in my life.
its for the better of things. because a little arent gonna work for the long term.
tell me... when?
how long do i still have to wait for u?
ppl say im desperate. ppl say i shouldnt be throwing myself at guys. ppl say maybe if i really go slim down, i'll get some guys who likes me. ppl say not being in a relationship doesnt mean im not good. ppl say its just not the right time. ppl say just dont force it and it will happen.
i know all these. but my heart arent willing to listen.... hah...
i just want that someone who truly loves me, and we would be there for each other.
because to me, that someone is all im living for.
my greatest goal in life. is to find someone who would treasure me just as much.
but den again. maybe i'll never find a bf again. maybe nobody will ever like me again.
maybe i'm gonna die alone.
i need to learn how to live alone.
Y6:26 AM
skyward
your love gives me wings.
her
simple.
loving.
cheerful.
(:
destined
to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.
