welcome to chewyan's world(:

Sunday, August 02, 2009

2Aug09
1.22am

yeah thought i should come blog.
i dun wish to bother my friends too much by talking to them too much..

i can only say.
it hurts.
its heartaching.

but its something that has to be done.....

but ive tried my best..
i should be proud of myself..

im really touched that you could still go all out to make me feel better.
im really really touched.

forgive me for not going on with you into the future.

as much as i want to protect you and be there for you whenever you are sad,
and make you happy..

but i got to do this.
for myself...

im sorry.

its really hard to let go on my side too.
but its for my own good.
and maybe its for yours too.....

maybe you will find a better girl than me..

please dont forget what i said.
on smiling more...
on taking care of yourself more...

ive took up alot of courage to make this decision.
and alot of time too.

thank you for helping me choose.
thank you for making me feel better.

i really really really appreciate your effort to do that.

or i might be killing myself already.

i got a feeling all this will affect my studies.
and my exams are just 2weeks away...
im so so so worried.

i still can remember u picked me up when i was like in the mud.
i started studying and leading a new life after i went together with you..

i will never forget all the memories we had together..

and i'll definitely miss you...

thanks for everything..
and sorry for my selfishness....

always part of my heart...

goodnight.
sweetdreams.
and take care of yourself without me...

night..

Y10:10 AM