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Saturday, August 15, 2009

15Aug09
10:09pm

so long since my last post~~

so im back againn tonight.

was studying and playing fb, viwawa and blah blah for the whole day on my chair with wheels.

my back sourrr sia.
so now im sitting on my bed.(:

comfy comfy.
and very cosy too.

with all my stuff toys and pillows.
haha.

im still wayyy behind my plan to study.

but i wont give up.
cause this is the last time(:

i will do well.

thus, i must put in more effort.
(:

alot of things happened since the last post too.

like the day ta01 and ta03 peeps went to orchard together(:

i call it the G.I.Joe day.
haha.

loveeeeeeee that show!
x)

and of course the companions as well(:

that day was funn.
ate at billy bombers. (never ate there before)

watched G.I.Joe.

went shopping with the guys and the girls.

eating mac as supper.

and sitting at the platform outside taka at night.

and all the laughters and camwhoring the whole day!
from the time we board the bus headed for orchard.
all the way till we parted with eliz at orchard to go home.
(:

den another thing would be two days ago.
firstly, me and serlee (my gf) went to orchard to buy formal wear as well as her nerd glasses.

it was kinda fun.
like a date.
lol.

we even bought couple rings!
(:
one each.

first couple ring of mine.
(:

den shopp along with her,
and i bought two long sleeved top and one pencil skirt at G2000.
having this great sale.

i really like em.
given that the price wasnt very costly.

and the buying of formal wears like this make me feel like im all grown up.

a grown up woman.(:

are gonna use those for my attachment.
which starts on sept7.

and well.
we are confirm not gonna do audit.

but now its like it might be accounts and it might be management accounting o.o

I DUN WANT MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING OR COSTING.
pleaseeeeeeeeee.
T.T

lol.
but high chance since my last sem rfa got D.
)):

den secondly was we celebrated dad's chinese bday at home with steamboat!
all my favvvv food :D

and of course the fun of cooking it in the pot!
:D

and ahying came over for the steamboat too.
and she brought the clothes i ordered with her on the internet.
from somewhere overseas.

i bought 7.
but onli 3 actually look nice.

got 2 cant wear.
being one cant zip fully at the side.
and another one the cutting is FREAKING small.
)):

the second one is one of my fav.
but even if i slim until left my bones onli also cant wear.
cause the cutting is VERY small.

even ahying said tight. o.o

all in a day.
yap.
(:

as for some other matters.
seems that you had also made a decision huh?

im sorry i had to use such a harsh tone and use such harsh words in our last convo.
but i really think if i dun be straightforward u wont get what i mean.

and we will just continue to beat around the bush.
never getting to the problem.

so since u gave up too.
i guess thats the end.

seriously im really very upset that ive not really got the feeling of being in a relationship.
if relationships is what i thought it was.

that both parties are really really very happy to have each other around.
and that they like each other's company.
and that when things go wrong, the meetup will make one feel better.

many would tell me this is reality.
all that onli happens in dramas and movies.

but look at those.
its just 3 simple things.
WHY CANT IT HAPPEN?

well im someone who believes fairytales do happen in life.
i will not give up that belief.

at least..

not yet.

since uve decided.
i guess its really over.

i dun know why.
but i do miss u.

i am now.

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