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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

24June09
10:36pm

hey.
its been a long long time since i came to blog huh.

about one month plus ago.

just dont have that much time to sit infront of my com anymore.
and even if i do,
its facebook,
facebook
and more facebook.
HAHA.

although there's really nothing there.
haha.

anyways,
so how are u guys?
my beloved friends.

its been so long since i caught up with alot of u.

we are all grown up now.
and are all busy busy people.

but i promise,
once a friend,
always a friend(:

and i do miss u guys! :D
i hope u guys miss me too(:

hmmm.
im feeling better from the last blogpost already..

maybe im doing better?
or maybe its just.. nobody's that harsh to me anymore.
lol.

or for the time being.

i heard when u go into the workforce,
things get really tough and bad.

people dun give a damn about how u feel.

T.T

these few days is back to the "I M SO ****ING FATT" kinda feel.
LOL.

it all leads back to i went out for shopping in malaysia one day.
since im having my two weeks break.
and i didnt get to buy alot of the things i like.
cause i couldnt fit.
THEY CANT EVEN GO PASS MY SHOULDERS.
no matter how hard i try.
and they cant fit my feet in too):

felt kinda depressed and stuff.
lol.

it was really very very negative.
to an extent i couldnt face my bf and talk to him.
cause i feel really bad.
that he has to have such a fat and BIG gf.
and not some cute or hot girls.

(he likes cute girls.)

but erm.
i sort of feel better.
i did talk to him.
but onli after i cooled down.

and i was like telling myself.
i can eat less and exercise more.
den i can slim down.
den i can fit in those clothes(:

and i think i will become smaller in size?
though the height is still there.
(:

so yeah im like gonna control what i eat.
and eat lesser.
and of course find time to exercise.
(:

im sure i can do it.
right? (:

well.
its 4days from school reopen.
for the 2nd term of my last studying semester.
sigh.

i dun want it to start ):
im not ready to chiong yet.
lol....

but i have to.
cause the chance of uploading doesnt come again.
(:

its the last sem.
lets all jiayou together peeps(:
we can do it!! (:

hmmm.
things had been going up and down in my life.
esp the relationships i have with my bf, my friends and my family.

fights, quarrels, unhappiness.
it didnt happen as often as in the past.

but hmmm.
they are much better now.
thank goodness(:

and some of the things...
im more sure of it now.
which is good.
is it?
hmmm.

i dun know what to do.
but i'll just keep it this way now.(:

hmmmmm.
today i went out on a date with my bf.(:
felt like a date after a long period of time.
hmmm.

went to amk for movie!

had pepperlunch.
yum!
first time had it.
i want it again.
HAHA.

den watched I LOVE YOU MAN.
hahaha.
i went in and thought it was a gay show.
LOL!

anyways the theatres was so empty.
there was like barely 10 people inside.
LOL.

but it was funny.
hahahaha.
and quite touching somewhat.
and abit romantic!(:

nice movie(:
and i wonder why.
when i went into the theatres,
i got flashbacks of the time when we watched twilight on christmas eve.

and now i have flashbacks of the time when we watched bolt at vivo.(:

i really liked the time when we watched twilight.
it was just...
so romantic.
hahaha.
:X
okays.

hahaha.
shy liao.
:P

and den after the movie went walk around..
awhile before he got to go school for class.

and me,
go home.
HAHAH.

oh and im so happy!
i saw this shirt in this particular shop in amk hub months ago.
and i really liked it.
i keep thinking abt it.
LOL.

so today i went back and ITS STILL THERE!
hahahaha. :D

so i finally bought it.
after so many mths.
:D

its fated to be mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

and well.
i didnt feel like going home or some sort.
so i went to the pasar malam at woodlands to walk around.
i walked through everything.
LOL!

and i saw some clothes i like.

heheheheh. *evil smile**

but have to think and look carefully whether they will look good one me.
HAHA.
cause cant try.
its $10 each x)

hahahaha.

hmmm.
suppose to do my project stuff.
claw and afa and tax?
lol.

dieeeeeeeeeeee.
its already 11.
haha.

that shows how holidays stop our momentum.
HAHA.

im gonna go do my claw before i sleep(:

feeling clingy for a moment back then.
wants my dear to be with me.
but practical him,
always think its a bad idea.
cause if im used to seeing him often i cant take it if hes busy when he starts working.

haha.
think it was the movie and the wonderful date we had today. before 4pm.
LOL.

feel all lovey dovey.
LOL.

oh and recently i read a book.
a really simple book.
but i really liked it.
its called Oscar and the lady in pink.

its about a ten year old boy who had cancer that cant be cured.
and hes gonna die.
he knows abt it.
and this nurse, told him to write letters to god.
as he can grant him a wish a day.

and after that she told him to live each day like 10years.
so by the time he died,
he was 110 years old.

its really quite nice.
borrowed it from school library(:
haha random.

alright.~~~

im off now.
UNTIL THEN.
TATA! :D

ps. take care of urselves! from H1N1. ;)

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