Tuesday, January 06, 2009
6thJan09
1200am.
at the strike of twelve,
ive made another person mad at me.
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I HATE THIS FEELING.
had been crying so much today.
im really very scared and helpless.
i dun want things to go this way.
im so screwing up everything.
so many people is angry with me.
so many people is upset with me.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?
why am i always screwing things up?
and making all the people that i like angry, upset.
what have i become?
ive become such a lousy girl.
who lets everyone disappointed and sad abt me.
i've screwed up their lives,
and i've screwed up my life.
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I DUN WANT MY LIFE TO BE LIKE THIS.
i dun wanna make my friends or loved ones angry anymore.
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i want everything to be back to normal.
im sorry.
really sorry.
im terribly upset.
thanks dar for accompanying me whenever im torn apart.
whenever i feel like breaking down.
pda, dar both told me..
that all i can do now is to prove to them.
show them im willing to change for them.
its true.
thats all i can do now.
im sorrrry.
dont leave me.
i need you to be by my side.
i need all of you back.
i want all of you to be with me again.
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my mood cooled down after talking to dad for the past 40mins..
luckily my dad and dar was there for me.
or i'll be having small one line eyes tml. lol.....
night people...
-12.41am
Y7:54 AM
