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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

24Sep08
1:49am

heyhey everyone.
(:

i'm going to bed after this post.
(:

quite long never come blog le huhhs?
hees.

well.
been thinking about what i've been through all these months.

after those heartaching memories.

i did so many things.
tried so many things.

tried so hard.
and kinda just realised.
there's no point trying so hard!
cause there's no results eventually.

im back to square1.

i just continued watching from where i stopped for this hongkong drama.
最美丽的第七天。
i like one of the couple inside.

they're just so sweet!
:))

later show u all pictures.
:)

and.
recently watched a few episodes of korean drama,
天国的阶梯,
on channel u.

they're just another sweet couple.
:))

my heart warms up whenever i watched these couples.
always does.

and i feel all glad too.
maybe im influenced by their sweetness.
:)

and a thought struck me.
im looking in all the wrong routes.
they all dont really like me.

they are just using me to kill their boredom.

but i believe.
one day.

i will have the sweetness and happiness that belongs to me.
only to me.
:)

i will have my guy who likes me for who i am.
:)

and now i've just got to wait.
:)

i'm waiting. :)

okay these few days....
i missed you.
again.

after so long.

but am not gonna tell you.
or do anything obvious.
cause i dun wanna scare u.
hahas.

im quite happy that we can stay like this.
:)

i really missed you.

loves* :)

oh wells.
another update about me den.

i went to distribute flyers for one day on 20thSep.
at holland v.
:)

was quite funn.
i like it when people take and say thanks or smile.
:))

and i met alot of kind souls that day.
:)

i worked for 8hrs.
just give give give.
LOL.

onli sat down 10mins eh!

and i didnt even go to toilet.
hhahahs.
am proud of myself. :D

and was having some problems with the people supposed to pay me.
lol.

but its settled!!
:))

i'm getting my pay.
hees.

night everyone.
:)

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