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Monday, August 11, 2008

11Aug08
12:03am

gonna go sleeeep after i blog.

abit dont feel like going to bed.
=/

but i am so tired.
so sleeepy.

had a nightmare last night at 4+ in the morning.

i was really scared.
cause it was very very real.

and the images of it is so clear,
that i can retell the story over and over again clearly.

T.T

scared.
i was so frightened,
i was trembling all over!!!

decided to call for help.
called so many ppl.
onli morven picked up my phone call.

and i realised.
maybe chatting on the phone straight after that doesnt really help too.
i was still trembling.

still felt scared.

eventually went over to mummy's room.

lol.
felt like a kid.

but mummy let me cuddle in with her on the bed.
:D

hhhahaas.

okays abit kiddish.
but it felt good.
i jumped in.
but still felt uneasy.

didnt reach out to wrap around mummy's arm.
T.T
cause weirdly,
a sense of embarrassment stopped me from doing so.
=/

lol.

omg..
how.

i dun knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

i wanna sleeeep.

T.T

hmmm.
today went out with my cousin shing!
hahas.
went library to study.
but other than that,
we had sushi buffet for lunch!

LOL.

and we went walk walk a while after studying.

den i met up my friend jiayuan.
=]]

finally started studying.
library is the best man.
LOL.

but onli one and a half chapter!
omg.

and i realised.
i dun have much time left.
T.T

love the momentum to study.
=]]

okays.
i am gonna go bug ppl.
to chat with me on the phone till i can sleep.
T.T

if nobody is willing to,
i think i cant sleep well tonight again.
T.T

Y8:59 AM