23june08
9:07pm

hmmmm.
school reopen.
first day of sch.
is IS day,
so flashh app today.

i totally regret,not choosing my IS classes with friends.-.-
seriously i forgot that IS classes should choose with friends as well.
den i just choose anyhow.
was lucky last term,at least got a few friends i know in the same class.

this term,its GG.

have to make friends all over again.and they are all so quiet...-.-
and more than half of the class are actually boys!!!-.-
oh wells.was damn frustrated at first when i got lost doing the egs.
-.-
lol.
angry daooooo wanna scold bad words.
lol.

who tell me to chat on msn,thought can multi-task?
LOL.

in the end sort of can figure out.
and finished my first 6% assignment.
quite cool~
i made a car bang a tree and the apples fall from the tree.
hahahahahahas.

so yeahhh.
submitted den go find steph,evelyn,jacklyn&yvonne at blk 56.
yvonne left and the rest of us go canteen3 for lunchh.

den evelyn left.
den me, steph and jacklyn go library sit and chat so much.
hehe.
suppose to do tutorials arhhh.
but lol.
we can understand each other's pain and moodiness.
like finally i found girls who talk abt the same things as i do.
=]


den jacklyn also left,
left me and stephh.
suppose to go gym with ryan and sean.
but saddddd.
i never go for gym orientation before.
and i cant go gym if i havent went through orientation.
-.-
in the end,
ryan went in himself,
and me and steph waited for sean to come.
he come he also go in gymmm. -.-
but okay at least he got keep coming out to sit with us.
lol.

saddd.
den sat around.
and walked around with stephh.
soon it was 5pm.
orientation was 530pm.
so yeah stayed.
lol.
seann went off to his track&field also.
and by 525pm,
we are already like half asleep after lying on the bench for quite a whileee.

so we didnt go in when they started orientation!
tried our luck and asked.
hahahahas.
he thought we not punctual.
LOL.
and cause they were already half way through,
cant already.
=[

sorry stepphhh.
make u didnt get to go runnn.
=[


and yeahh took me like 2hrs to reach home.
-.-
hatee the long journey back ALONE.
=/












hmmmm.
you arhs.
nearly made me cry today.
-.-
at first when you talked to me like that,
i felt so baddd i nearly teared.
-.-
luckily never.
or you sure get a scare of ur life.

luckily you didnt go badd all the way.
still abit nice of you.
=]

but you know,
lol.
seeing u treating other girlsss good,
dont feel very good.
=/




and this afternoon,
after the chat with steph and jacklyn,
got the sudden urge to tell you how i feel.
LOL.
but yeah controlled.
LOL.

or maybe you people will see me on the newspaper headlines tml for suicide.
lol.

causeee.
its 99.99% you will say 'i dunlike you'
T.T
and i dont wanna scare you away.
lol.

wells.
if i ever go confess to you,
what will ur reaction be?
will you give me a chance?







steph told me to think properly,
like what she always do,
that whether you are a person who can be easily replaced.
maybe all i need is just a person to accompany me.
and anyone can be that person.

but after thinking.
nopeee.
you cant be replaced.
you are no longer just a crush.
i like you already.

you cause my mood to change due to ur actions and words,
your prescence makes me feel comfortable.
i like to be around you.
i like to know everything abt you.

and all i wishhh.
is for you to feel the same way.

=