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Monday, June 16, 2008

16june08
11:11pm

sleepy sleepy.
hahas.

one full day at the shop.
-.-

cousin slept from the time i reached till like 5pm.
lols.

me and mummy tend the shopp lors.
actually also quite okay lahss.
quite slack.
cause dont know why,
very little customers.
LOL.

and one big rainpour in the afternoon just made it even worse.
LOL.

wells.
today is my cousin's 18th bday!
hahas.
sad casee.
cause he has to stay in the shopp on his 18th bday.
O.O

but yeah.
got me, his sis, and my mother celebrate with him.
HEHE.
at first i forgot.
den his sis remind me.
den i ran out and bought a cake.
hehe.

so yeahhh.
at least we celebrated his 18th bday with him.
=]]

soon its gonna be bedtime.
and early early work tml.
=]]
be positive and it can be fun.
:D

and my piglet is back home! with meeee.
hehe.
:DDD

this morning,
when i'm like confirmed abt that thing..
my mind cant stopp thinking.
abt you.
and etc.

i brushhhed my teeth till i bleed.
-.-

and i was so dazed.
keep staring into space.
and i grab chipmores and ate it when i walked to the shop.
i cant taste it.
my hand just keep stuffing them in my mouth.
=/
kungfu panda definitely my relative.
-.-
we eat when we are sadd.

felt really lousy.
and it was like earlyyyy in the morning.
thought it was gonna be a bad day.
but i found that friendsss,
just by talking to me.
can make my mood better.
somehow.
=]

so was much better.

was bathing just now.
still thinking abt u.
i wanna tell you.

dont wish and hope for something far.
cause someone near you likes you alot.
she wanna get ur attention.
she wanna be around you.
she wanna talk to you everyday.
she wanna hang out with you everyday.
she wanna be beside you when you are tired or down.
she wanna be somebody in your life.
she wanna be with you.

the world is so weird.
when one likes another,
that someone will not like him/her back.
and as time pass.
and he/she leaves,
that someone den realise.
he/she had fell in love with that person.
and upon realising that,
that person has already moved on in his/her life.
=/

i dont think my feelings for you will fade so soon.
but it will one day.
wells.
currently.
its hurting me.
its no fun to be on the side of liking someone who doesnt like u.
its really no fun at all.
cause my mood changes as ur tone/attitude towards me change.

and its just sad that feelings cant be forced.
and you'll never like me.
ever.
=/

wishing for that miracle.
for you to like me back before its all too late.
=/

for now,
you can be sure.
someone is in love with you.
=/

Y8:07 AM