OMG.

my sister-in-law at penang just called us.

she said termites infested her storeroom.

and that is where my parents kept my childhood stuff.

my books.

my toys.

my everything when i was a kid.

i didnt get to see them before they are all gone.

but i can't bear to imagine the termites biting all my stuff..

maybe not seeing them in that state was a blessing in disguise.

i might cry even more.

although you guys might think i am ridiculous,

but have you ever lost something thats very dear to you?

all these things are like kins to me.

they were all i've got back in my childhood days.

they are what spent time with me.

who stayed with me when i get sad after getting bullied in school.

their companion prevented me to commit suicide.

although they doesnt have life,

they were like my friends.

THEY WERE EVERYTHING TO ME.

and they still are.

but now.

they are gone.

GONE.

they are never gonna come back to me.

NEVER.

this is quite a big blow to me.

i just recovered from losing something i really treasure.

WHY?

why do this has to happen?

now i got the pain of losing my treasured things again.

T.T










this is terrible.

your love gives me wings.

simple.
loving.
cheerful. (:

to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.