i feel so uptight now.

tightened muscles.

faster rate of heartbeat.

upon completing my IS assignment 3 of a reflective blog, i am quite familiar with these symptoms.

and they are physical symptoms of FEAR.

yes fear.

up till now, 17 years of my life.

this is the second time i experience these.

first was when i was next to be called up to get my 'O' level results.

and now the 2nd.

i sense something is wrong.

and i am afraid what is to come will turn out like it once did.

i don't want to face the pain again.

its just me being oversensitive.

i am so scared now.

it was just yesterday night that i wrote down i will put down the feelngs i held on to for the past few months.

and now i sense something similar coming at me.







maybe.

its just me thinking too much.

picking out a situation and thinking about it exclusively.

LOL.

i sound like a LMS lecturer.

but yap. i must be doing just that to get me all freaked out and stuff.






maybe i should just turn in early tonight. =)

your love gives me wings.

simple.
loving.
cheerful. (:

to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.