Monday, January 14, 2008
i feel so moody now.
after so long i havent posted.
and now i've come to blog about me being moody.
sorry.
well. usual subject.
YOU.
you really were the start of all my pain.
ever since u left me, everything around me changed.
i no longer have luck.
and there were more troubles than ever.
but i still cant stop missing you huh.
ARGH.
den its FFA.
am really devastated about my common test results.
all my friends got more marks den me.
i onli got 29/40.
LIKE OMG.
that's a B.
A VERY LOW ONE.
argh.
i dont know what went wrong.
i mean, its such a big blow to me.
and all the more when i felt confident after taking the paper back then!
its like i didnt know where my errors are!
OMG.
den when we went through the papers, i didnt bring my question paper.
and even if i did, i doubt i have the strength and mood to check back then.
cause i was just so devastated by the B.
and did i say about my careless mistake in BLAW that made me a B??
that A was mine.
I GOT AN A.
but i ticked the wrong option in my answer sheet.
OPTION E IS NOT EVEN AN OPTION!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN.
at least i can console myself saying i did get myself an A.
it was just because of the careless mistake.
but what about FFA?!
its not just one mark or two from an A you know.
its like SO MANY MARKS away.
i feel so useless now.
poa used to be what i am proud of.
but not now.
its like i lost my forte.
the only thing i was good at.
NOW GONE.
i am so heartbroken.
i totally feel like crying.
i want my FFA answer sheets back.
Y10:36 PM
