headache. seldom but it happened since last night.

cause i cant take moodiness for any longer.

since 6th nov, i never had a day w/o feeling moody. it started with one, den more and more things just seems to stop me from cheering up.

i'm feeling very xin ku. and luckily for desmond. thanks desmond. sorry to bother you with so many of my complains. it's great to have you as a friend. =]

never in my life had i felt so moody for so long. not even when my parents went overseas leaving me to stay in singapore with my cousins for one year.

it's been one week plus i didnt meet up with my dar dar ah ying le.. i miss her. O.O hahahas. and gave her a call just now.

amidst our chat, i wanted to ask her questions but was worried she might think i'm thinking too much again, i held on.

den i overheard her conversation at the bball court. and i got some answers to my questions.

well, i guess i already lost the position to be bothered about these stuff huh? but i was like thinking about it for so long till i finally sms-ed my dar dar. hahahas. well she said it's really okay only so...

i guess its okay bahs.

all i can say is get well soon. :(

by the way i should't be bothered. you've already left my life. though i still wish i am in postion to give you concern when you need it. but nah. since you bu xi han. and who knows, maybe you are irritated or annoyed by it. haix. i guess if i continue to be like this, i'll just make my own life miserable bahs. but memories just keep haunting me. haix.

your love gives me wings.

simple.
loving.
cheerful. (:

to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.