Saturday, June 30, 2007
went to school for PBL. but in the end we didn't do anything much. and went home. at least i finish my part FOR NOW. hahahas.
i really wonder. why am i so slow in doing everything? and i always drag till last minute then i wanna do. i seriously dont like this feeling. but.. i've always been like this!! i really prefer to do things slowly, but reality is fast. and i need to run. i cannot walk slowly. haiZ..
with mummy not around, daddy sounds more gentle and kept giving me phone calls. its always like this. just now he came home and tell me he went to drink. said he was sad. said he not fit to be my dad. all those. maybe he was drunk. i wonder what happened. but i am not a person who asks into it unless u tell me. so yah, i left it at that.
its one am and i've not done anything yet. goodness. its sunday tomorrow already. walau eh. damn frustrated with myself.
played sudoku in msn games with zhi mian just now. he's my sec sch classmate. only won him once. -.- and he just learnt how to play from me. he's such a mathematics guy lahs~~~ losing made my mood went all the way down. hahahas. not blaming him or anything, but isn't it like this? everyone doesn't like to lose~~ oh whatever.
can time please stop?!! i wanna have a timeout!!!! argh!
Y8:59 AM