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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

25Feb'09
9:04pm

i've got one more paper to go.
one day later.
on the 27th.

i totally screwed up my MA paper today.
and its 60% of the whole module's grade.

the possibility of me retaining is realllyyy high.
):

if i dun retain for this sem,
and can proceed to the next sem,
i'll eat one mth of vegetarian next sem.

):

now that i dun even know if i'll even promote to the next sem,
i guess my gpa is gonna be really sucky..

sorry dear.
):

i really will study hard for the rest of my school years le.
i will find myself back.

i wont let my emotions get the better of me in life anymore.

everything's gonna be alright.

with my friends and deardear around,
im sure it will be alright..
(:

i love you everyone!(:

Y4:51 AM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

25Feb'09
12:53am

i believe love is when,
all you need is that person's smile.
(:

all i need is ur smile dear(:

today,
now,
i touch my heart and clearly know.

i love you. (:

Y8:44 AM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

19Feb'09
2:28pm

today's the bday of my two good sisters.
Shu Hui and Regina :D

yet to call em yet,
planning to call em at the last min,
and let them know i havent forget. :D

decided to come blog abit before i go study audit.
:D

the previous post entry was 211.
the same number as tao ze's tian tian in my mp3 playlist.
:P

sweet.

well.
these few days..

i got confused.

i didnt know what to do.

i felt really troubled.

and yet again,
i followed my instincts.
i just hope all these would prove me right.
(:

the day before,
dear came to library to meet me.
accompanied me study for awhile before it close.
(:

den yesterday night i had a terrible headache.
uber painful.

we smsed and talked on the phone.
felt better after the phone call with deardear.(:

i've always believed its natural.
it comes from the heart.

and i guess. it does.
(:

seriously,
patience really is very important.
:P

and thank god i am one who's patient. :p

there's so many places i wanna go!
all gonna go after my exams.

exams end 27thFeb'09!!
:P

i wanna go minds cafe with deardear again.
i wanna eat sakae sushi buffet!
steamboat!!

meetups with old friends!
karaoke sessions!

shopping too!

hahahas anything cept sit down and study.
LOL!

alright.
i like this song so much now.
'Always Be My Baby'
:D

both mariah carey and david cook's version.
*loves**

wooo darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
x)

Y10:19 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

15Feb'09
12:52am

heyhey people!
hahahas.

so long never blog le.

or should i say,
so long never come online already!!

hahahahas.

cause everyday occupied with stuff to do.
hees.

i like this kinda feeling.
:D

so much better than rotting infront of the com and wasting my life.
(:

soooo.
since i havent been online,
of course now i have to blog and FACEBOOK! =P

am at pet society now.
hees.
deardear gave me roses there.

alright~~
forgive u~ =P

now at make a baby.
:D

taking care of micheal!
=P

hahahas.
anyways.

back to what i wanted to blog about.

these few days were the Valentine's Day event~
=P

i remember friday dear went to school and met up with me.
we had lunch at canteen3.
den he suddenly gave me my present =P

though was early,
he was happy to give it to me.
so i took and TORE it open =P

hehe.
thanks dear.

I REALLY LIKE IT ALOT :D

opening up the present was super sweet.
:X

den we went library to study..
till his friend FS came to find us.

den they accompany me study~
after that we went to SIM.
they drank coffee and tea,
and i ate chicken chop set :X

hees.
den managed to make a big big card for deardear.

dont know if he likes it or not...
ohwells.
my talent is not at art and handicrafts.
=/

anyways spent valentine's day with deardear!
(:

met him quite early.
at around 10.45am.

all the way till 11+pm.

:D

i felt really happy yesterday.
on valentine's day.

note: its my first valentine's day with MY valentine (:

anyways,
coincidence me and deardear bought each other watches.
of the same brand,
and about the same design.
hehe.

one black one pink.

guess we both have the same taste =P

and he cooked for me!
:D

it was yummm yummm. =P

and we went bowling too.
FIRST TIME BOWLING.
hahahahas.

it was funnnn~
x)

den it was quite late by the time we finished supper with his buddies,
so i took a cab home.
hahahahas.

i might get tempted to take cab to go dear's house next time.
CAB IS SO MUCH MORE CONVENIENT.
:X

hees.

and today!
deardear came to find me at the library.

though he forgot abt the time and in the end,
didnt really accompany me study.

i wanted to be angry and make him hoax me or something.

but i couldnt.
LOL.

-.-

no fair.
:X

and den we went to sakae sushi for dinner.

I THOUGHT GOT BUFFET.
-.-

i want buffet lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
*roll around on the floor**

:X

anyways was quite nice to eat with deardear.
though was abit ex.
=/

den go library borrow books with him~
den he came to my house and we watcheddd tv!
(:

sometimes it can be sweet with just lying around,
doing nothing,
or watching tv with you dear.
(:

i'm gonna post some pics here =P
and its gonna be goodnight for me.

yawn**

love you deardear! muacks. x)

humph. there seems to be a problem.
i cant upload the other pics except these two.
i will upload em another time.
:D

gonna chiong for exams!
last shot for this sem!!
go go go!!
:D

Y8:44 AM

Friday, February 06, 2009

06Feb09
11:41pm

waiting for deardear to call me(:

am gonna sleep soon.
sleeppyyyy.
:X

today is the last day of my 4th sem in poly.

and we went to have lunch at makan place.
before spliting up.

aisyah, eliz, ryan and eugene accompanied me go bugis! (:

was suppose to meet my mother.
but in the end,
i just stayed with them.
cause mum and ergu wanted to go ask abt overseas trip at chinatown.

and we walked about,
soon we were going home.

hahahas ate so many things with eliz! :X

and yeah im tired..

am gonna start studying already.
i think i can make it in time.

(:

deardear called me le(:
night people. :D

Y7:34 AM

Monday, February 02, 2009

2Feb09
6:53pm

heyy:D

hmmm last post was 2nd mth with deardear.
:D

this post is somewhat abt my deardear too.
just wanna blog about the date we had on 31Jan (:

well we planned beforehand to go kuso island,
and den go see this cosplay thing. (which we thought was at suntec)

in the end,
we couldnt find the jetty to go to kuso island.
and the cosplay thing was at spore discovery centre.
LOL.

so our plans were all mixed up.
but we were like decide on where to go from there.

well, we walked alot that day (:
i like that kinda feeling.
hees.

we went to suntec.
and we walked abt. :D

deardear brought me to see this fishhh shop (:
hahahas his fav. (:

hmm and we went to toys r us!
hehe.
i think dear got abit bored. LOL.

den we walked in 'build-a-bear workshop' :D
so cute.

i would like to work in it.

that would be such a cuteeeeeeee job x)

and kids would be so happy when they make the bears(:

deardear said he thought of making me one bear for our 1st mth,
but in the end,
he decided to make me the bracelet he gave me on chrismas(:

dear,
though i like bears,

I LIKE THE BRACELET U MADE FOR ME MORE! (:

and den we went to esplanade.
:D

went to the library's screening room.
cooolness!

i didnt know u can book a room and watch the movies they have in the library!
hahahas.

and i think although its not exactly 'the movies'..
it still gives the kinda romantic feeling of being together and watching a nice film :D

we watched GODZILLA.
lol.

not that romantic i know.
hahahahas.

but its nice. :D

didnt manage to see the ending of the movie though.
cause its 2hrs+.

oh wells.
dear told me the ending (:

den we went to the rooftop and sat there for a while.
took pictures!
hees.

memories.
but ohmy.
realised my face had become ROUND.
lol.

ive become fatter =/

am gonna start controlling what i eat and exercise.
=/

oh and we bought chocolate strawberries and a walnut muffin from CHOCZ.
its the 2nd time i tried the chocolate strawberries,
but it tasted so much better than the 1st time!
=P
maybe cause dear fed me :D
hees.

den we walked out,
saw the chingay parade cars !
:D

trial run i think.
saw onli the first 5 (:

and den we headed down to KK hospital.
to go visit his nephew, lele.
oh poor boy.
hes sick =/

but heard he'd already went home :D
good.
hees.

den went over to deardear's hse and stayed around till 10+..
and as always.
its the time to go ):

den dear walked me to the bus-stop.
he didnt accompany me to novena..
cause he was meeting his buddy Fs for supper.

i walked damn fast from the bus-stop to novena.
-.-
cause was dark and very quiet.
and i got scared.
:X

and i just couldnt find the 7-11.
-.-

but did in the end.

den yesterday went to my cousin's for cny.
shing's house(:

was not bad.
played poker,
chit chatted.
ate..

but seriously when i first went over,
i wished deardear could have went with me =/
but he was over at his godma's house.

oh wells.

did stay in contact with dear.
sms-es from him. (:
but only more when hes already on the way to or already in camp.
cause its getting late.
(:

den managed to hear his voice a little on the phone before he sleep.

well today he woke me up(:
hees.

he called me on the phone and i quickly grabbed for my phone when i heard his ringtone.
hees.

kinda miss my dear(:

its always impt to be happy in whatever you do in life(:
because if you're not happy in doing it,
you're onli making ur life more miserable.

there are times when you dun get a choice,
and have to get something done.
or do something to keep going.
den try to find a different perspective to view it.
who knows, you might find real joy in doing that something one day.
(:

pictures! :D

Y2:45 AM