saw things i shouldnt have seen. and its just fated i have to see all these. and come to many conclusions.
the conclusions has been in my head revolving from morning to now. i saw em and i dont feel good. in fact, i feel BADDD. :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/
and poof you went missing all of a sudden. .....
has been laughing all day at every little thing. but even laughs cant chase those thoughts away. maybe just kept them at bay, watching them attack my camp outside the wall of my castle.
went games room with the girlss, cindy, pda, steph, jacklyn, yvonne& evelyn.
and we played jungle speed~ two rounds onli and its time for their meetings. awwww. how i wish we can all stay together and play. den sean go out with friends, tall shawn dont wanna join us, so me and cindy came to myspace. she do tutorials. and i waste time.
i dun wanna be alone now. and i cant be alone now. cause if i dont talk, i think i will break down. =/
ARHHHHHHHHHHH.
let go bahs. i think i'll let go.
since its the memories that's been clutching on to me. which are no longer the same. they are just memories. you are not the same person as you used to be. okay maybe its just, you dont treat me the same anymore.
cause you are scared? cause you dont like me anymore? cause you like someone else now? cause you find more things that are more impt in ur life?
what is on ur mind? do you know or not? how do u feel?
do you have anything to tell me? or you are just gonna continue ignoring the truth?
all i can say is. i miss you. the old you.
i miss the time when you find me.. impt? in ur life. i miss the time when i can go look for you and you will definitely be there for me with a smile. i miss the time when we are close. i miss the time you.. cherished? me.
AIYA. I MISS YOU LA. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =/
i am nt gonna tell u how i feel. because that will make things worse. since u dont feel anything for me anymore. or maybe u never felt anything special for me all along.
so dont worry. i think i'll just leave u alone. i will try not to depend on you anymore. i will try to get used to you nt being around in my life. i will try to let go and dunn think abt you anymore.
byebye.
Y12:49 AM
skyward
your love gives me wings.
her
simple.
loving.
cheerful.
(:
destined
to wait for the day when i will give you everything in this world.
