Monday, January 28, 2008
having doubts about myself once again.
i'm feeling really confused inside.
what is on ur mind?
what are you trying to do?
is what i think true?
or is it just me being oversensitive?
and.
do anyone of you out there thinks i am impt to you?
does my feelings make any difference to you?
will you cry if i die?
will you forget me after a few months that i die?
okay.
random i know.
and anyways.
today is such a weird day.
i suspect my body is getting from bad to worse.
i wonder if i am suffering from any illness.
this morning when i was on my usual routine of taking the buses to school,
it was as though i got seasick right after i alighted from 911!
the whole world seems to be unstable.
and i cant walk straight,
i kept falling onto the metal railings.
O.O
was so scared.
wondered what happened.
but den it recovered after i sat down at the benches near the 963/966 buses.
den just now in school,
i had this feeling that my heart jumped all the way up to my throat.
O.O
something like in the movies Death Note.
you know, like before they die, they got this heartbeat beat super strong scene?
yeah. that was it.
BUT OF COURSE, I DIDN'T DIE.
lol.
i wonder what is happening to my body.
i dont wanna die.
but i dont wanna see doctors and eat medicine either.
oh wells.
no point thinking so much over it.
sihui thinks its nothing really.
=)
just now went to the pasar malam at cwp,
and bought the sailormoon super s dvds!
they are nice,
but i still want the tv series one.
hmmm..
i asked the uncle to ask for me if they can try to get the tv series.
and i think he onli fu yan me when he said he'll help me ask lor.
hahahas.
and now.
after bathing,
its BLAW.
test and presentation tml.
crucial.
HEHE.
okay then. BYEBYE~
Y7:01 PM
