Monday, October 25, 2010
25Oct'10
11:40pm
i never thought what i always believed will change.
my belief since young, that no guys will fall for someone like me.
and all the despair i get from that.
it changed.
its not like that now.
(:
although i still cant completely believe and let go of my pain and past.
i still cant let go and be really confident and believe that someone actually loves me.
but i can feeel myself, believing in it more.
(:
i really hope this is true.
the words that you say.
the way you think i make u very very happy.
the way you tell me i mean alot, and im nice, and awesome or even beautiful!
HAHAA.
i really hope its true.
because i never wanna get woken up in this dream.
or maybe i should say i dun wish to get slapped by the reality anymore.
i want to know that i can be loved truly and sincerely from the heart.
under all this hectic environment where money is driving everyone crazy and round and round~~
i want to know that, especially under the current society that looks for HOT babes, with perfect boobs, tummy, thighs and ass-es.
clearly i do not have any one of those.
not YET.
(:
i think i should at least try.
get it once in my life.
better than just stay fat since the day i was born till the day i die.
always two - three size bigger than the normal girls here.
i wanna enjoy these few years of early twenties of my life.
with the same status and positions and deserve the same treatment like the other girls.
yap..
(((:
HUGGY DEARIE!
MISS U! :D
Y8:19 AM
